"That is what you get for trying to make your enemy a member of your clan," Ulf said with disgust. He condemned Lachlan with a look. "Your plan for reparation did nothing but bring grief and loss to our clan. Is she"—he nodded toward Cait with a sneer—"worth this boy's life?"
Emily couldn't believe they were all trying to blame Cait. Even if Talorc had done this dreadful thing, she wasn't responsible. Apprising the Balmoral of his presence at the lake would not have made any difference. If the man didn't want to be found, he wouldn't be.
Which made it difficult for her to believe Talorc was responsible for the young soldier's death. Were they all so steeped in prejudice that they didn't see that?
"Wait," Cait whispered. "You've got to listen to me."
"Anything you had to say worth hearing should have been said yesterday," Drustan replied with disgust.
"You're making a terrible mistake," Cait insisted stubbornly, though she looked as if her heart were breaking.
If she'd had a bucket of cold water handy, Emily would have thrown it over Drustan and Ulf. Both to cool their tempers and just because she wanted to. They were being idiots, and while she was used to that with Ulf, she'd come to expect more from Drustan. She would have said so, but even she could tell right now was not the time for plain-speaking.
"The only mistake I made was believing your marriage vows meant something to you."
"They did!" Cait cried. "They do. If you would only listen."
"Do you know where Talorc is now?"
"No, but—"
"Then you have nothing to add to this situation. Go to our chambers. This is Balmoral clan business."
"I am a member of this clan."
"Are you?"
Cait's eyes filled with tears.
Drustan looked totally unmoved by her obvious hurt. "My clan comes first with me. If you were a member of this clan, it would come first in loyalty with you, too. I would come first… before your precious brother. You and Emily knew that Talorc was spying, that he was on the island, and yet you said nothing. Emily, I can understand—"
"I can't," Lachlan interrupted in a chilling voice.
Emily's gaze snapped from Cait to him.
His eyes so recently filled with passion now looked on her with dark contempt "You lied to me."
"I didn't."
"Clever misdirection is still a lie. You knew what I was asking and you deliberately withheld the truth from me."
"I don't want war between the Sinclairs and the Balmorals any more than Cait does."
"What difference does it make to you?"
She wasn't going to use Cait as her excuse. The poor woman had enough blame heaped on her. "I didn't want anyone killed."
"Like this boy?" he asked.
And she looked down at the body at their feet. Bile rose in her stomach. Blood was everywhere and his face was as pale and lifeless as stone.
"I'm not convinced Talorc did this."
"Why?"
"Because he wouldn't need to. He's too good a warrior to be caught out by such a new soldier." The boy could not have been more than thirteen summers.
"Maybe he just wanted to."