Even after she says it, I still can’t help playing along.
Me:
You said you don’t get them even if you have a hunch.
Don’t:
okay so maybe it was more than a hunch
I had a really good feeling about this hot professor messaging me back
I roll my eyes, but heat sparks low and mean in my gut.
Fuck, it feels good to be desired. It’s been a long time, and my instinct is to lean in, even though I know it’s indulgent. Even though I know how many rules I’m breaking, and how dangerous it is to break them.
Something about Neve Hart makes me want to be reckless.
When my phone buzzes again, I realize I haven’t messaged her back.
Don’t:
so… this is okay?
Me:
Yes. It’s okay.
Don’t:
good, so other than calling me out, what’s the deal with the little victory?
I consider how to respond, but only for a second. If I’m doing this, I’m not doing it halfway.
If I’m in, I’m in.
Me:
Your safe word is ‘lemon drop.’
Don’t:
sexy
I snort. I can almost hear her deadpan delivery.
Don’t:
so how does that make it so we can both check in, other than the fact that either of us can use the safe word if we need to
because I hope you know that either of us can use it, obviously
Me:
I know. I wouldn’t enter into something like this with anybody who thought otherwise.
Don’t:
and what, pray tell, is ‘something like this’ to you, doctor king?