Page 114 of My Brave Highlander

He blew out a breath, and his teeth grated together in an audible click.

"What do you think I'm trying to do?" she asked, truly curious about his thoughts. Maybe they were like the thoughts he'd had on the battlements days ago… that he wanted her. That he once again craved what they'd shared in bed that night. With the passionate way he'd confessed his desires before that stunning kiss, he'd stolen her heart.

"God's teeth," he growled. "You don't have to do this, Isobel. I'll protect you from those who would harm you."

"I know that. You're incredibly honorable. 'Tis time to wash your hair. Are you ready?"

"Aye."

She lifted a bucket of warm water and poured half of it over his head.

He sputtered and shook his head, flinging droplets of water onto her skirts.

Taking the soap again, she smoothed his hair back from his high forehead and soaped it up thoroughly.

Though he sat in silence with his eyes closed to prevent the soap getting into them, his entire body was tense. As she stood over him, she had a perfect view over his shoulder toward his lap. The linen was exceedingly tented now. Prior to a few nights ago, when she'd experienced his stone-hard member sliding into her, she might have wondered how that part of his body could possibly tent linen. She had felt her elderly husband's shaft, and it was but a flimsy dangling thing. She had often wondered why on earth it would be called a shaft if it wasn't stiff like an arrow.

Now she understood that a shaft was indeed supposed to be stiff… when aroused. 'Twas also clear that Dirk became irritable when he was aroused. That was a detail Beitris had neglected to tell her about men.

"I know why you are cross," Isobel said.

"Do you now?" His deep, murmured question sent shivers of excitement through her.

"Aye."

"Why is that?"

Heat rushed up her chest to her face. Dare she say the words she was thinking? He would surely think her a wanton, and honestly… she was. "Because you are aroused," she confessed in a whisper near his ear.

"God's bones, Isobel," he growled. "You're treading on damned thin ice."

She bit her lip to keep from snickering. "You see, now you are even more irritable."

"Just rinse my hair and be done with this hellish bath."

He valued his precious control so much, did he not? If he lost it, what would he do? Maybe he'd give her another scorching kiss. He might even carry her to his bed and ravish her body again. Tingles swirled through her lower belly with the mere thought.

She poured a bucket and a half of clean water over his head, rinsing the suds away.

"There now. You're all clean."

He flung his wet hair back off his face and cleared the water from his eyes. "I thank you. You're free to go now."

Hmph. She didn't want to go. "Do you need help with anything else?"

Turning, he glared at her from the corner of his eyes. His hand and arm now lay across his lap, concealing his erection.

"You enjoy torturing me?" he asked.

"Nay. I don't want to torture you at all. I want…"

His eyes narrowed, warning her.

She could barely breathe as their eyes locked, his normally pale eyes now darker than she could fathom. His nostrils flared and his jaw clenched. "Go," he ordered, with a quick tilt of his head toward the door. "Now."

What if she didn't? Would he yell at her? Thrash her? Was he so aroused he would lose control of his actions and his rational mind? Although he looked fearsome, she didn't fear him. Instead, his threatening glower only made her want him all the more because it meant he desired her intensely. She craved the passion that emanated from him.

The first time they'd coupled, he had been out of his mind with the drugging herbs. What would he be like completely lucid and wholly himself?