Page 55 of Blaze

“Then you won’t do that again in the future, either, will you?”

I shake my head.Surely I have a fever by now.That’s how heated I am.Can my face catch on fire?

Blaze kisses me again and slowly backs away.“Good girl.”

I moan, forgetting that we have an audience until he moves far enough for me to see Kinsley again.

I’m pretty sure her cheeks are as red as mine.“Okay then.I’ll examine your vagina now.”She pulls stirrups out from under the table and guides my legs into them.“Can you scoot to the edge of the table for me?”

Blaze helps me.He also lifts my arms over my head and holds my wrists with one hand.His gaze is intense.He sets a hand on my chest, planting it between my breasts in a way that causes the paper gown to part again and reveal my nipples.“Take a few deep breaths, baby.”

I inhale deeply and let it out.

“Good girl.”

Kinsley grabs the rolling stool, sits on it between my legs, and presses my thighs wider.“I’m going to part your labia, Victoria.Try to relax.”

“Okay.”

Blaze releases my wrists but gives me a pointed look that tells me I do not have permission to move them.

I don’t think I’ve ever been this wet.Not even when Blaze had his mouth on me.It’s mortifying.Why am I so aroused?It’s not from him swatting my nipples.It’s from him talking about doing it.He’s embarrassing me on purpose.

Blaze joins Kinsley between my thighs.

She holds my labia open wider and runs a gloved finger around the entrance.“So I can see your hymen, but the opening is pretty large.You might have been born this way, or you might have stretched it from inserting tampons.It’s not wide enough for the average erection to fit through, so you will feel it stretch the first time.Probably a bit of blood.Not a lot.For most women, it only hurts for a few seconds.”

I’m breathing heavily.

“There are other options,” Kinsley continues.“If you’re really nervous about having sex, you could use a graduated set of dilators ahead of time to widen the opening or even break the barrier.You could do that yourself, or I could do it for you, or Blaze could.”

“But it’s okay to wait, right?”Blaze asks.

“Of course.Most people don’t get an exam before they have sex.They just do it, grit their teeth, and endure.It’s rarely a big deal.Menstrual cramps hurt worse and last longer than the pain of tearing a hymen.”

“Leave it,” Blaze commands, as if he has the right to choose for me.

But who am I kidding?He’s demanding.And apparently I like it.

“Victoria?”Kinsley asks.

I lick my lips, staring at the ceiling.“You can leave it.”

“I’ll use a narrow speculum and plenty of lubricant to open your vagina so I can swab your cervix.You might feel a little pressure, but it shouldn’t hurt.”

I purse my lips.

Blaze remains between my legs, one hand on my inner thigh.

Kinsley is very gentle.I hardly notice as she parts my folds, inserts the lubed speculum, and takes the swab.She’s quick about it, and then she lowers my legs and comes to my side to help me sit.

She turns to Blaze.“Now, give me a few minutes with Victoria.Go sit in the waiting room.”

He smiles before stepping out.

I blow out a breath and pull the front of my paper gown together.

“He’s intense,” Kinsley says, sitting in front of me once again.