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What I know is that Victoria’s smile is huge, and she leans her head on my shoulder.I don’t think she ever had this kind of family interaction.She’s pleased, and that makes my heart beat faster.

Chapter19

Victoria

I squeeze my legs together as Kinsley steps into the exam room.I’m chilly.It’s cold in her office, and the only thing I’m wearing is a paper gown.

Kinsley is looking at the tablet in her hands as she enters and shuts the door.She lifts her gaze and glances from me to Blaze and back again.“Surely my scheduler wrote this down wrong.”

Blaze smirks.“I doubt it.”

Kinsley lifts her brows and returns her attention to me.“You want to know if your hymen is intact?”

My face is burning.I can’t even answer her.

Blaze sets one of his huge hands on my shoulder over the paper.“I think it will ease Victoria’s mind.She uses tampons, and I’ve pushed my tongue into her, but those are the only things she’s had inside her vagina.There’s no avoiding the initial pain she’ll experience the first time we have sex, but she’s scared.”

He’s right.The idea of him putting that massive erection of his inside me makes me shudder, but I doubt most women go to their gynecologists to find out how tight their vaginas are.

Kinsley comes closer, sets the tablet down, and lifts my injured leg.“The stitches look good.Swelling is down.Keep it elevated as much as possible.You can start putting a little weight on it tomorrow, but not much.The more you keep it elevated, the quicker it will recover.”

“I’ll make sure she does,” Blaze says, his hand sliding to my back.

Kinsley sits on her rolling stool.“Now, as for your hymen, have you seen a gynecologist before?”

“No,” I mumble.

She pats my thigh.“That’s not unusual.You’re about the age recommended for women to start getting pelvic exams when they aren’t sexually active.Have you ever taken birth control?”

“No.I thought about going to the school clinic to get on the pill in college, but my stepmother is pretty nosy.I figured she would find it when I was home on breaks and grill me about who I was having sex with.”

“I’m sorry.No one should be snooping through a grown woman’s things.Not even a family member.”

I shrug.“I never needed it anyway.”

“And you don’t now,” Blaze adds.

I roll my eyes.

“Notyourdecision,” Kinsley says, glancing at him.“I know you Wilde men are fertile and eager and bossy on so many levels, but I don’t ever want to hear thatanyonein that house was forced to have a baby they aren’t ready for.”

“That won’t happen,” Blaze insists.

Kinsley turns back to me.“How about if I do a full exam with a pap smear?Hopefully, I can ease some of your concerns.”

“Okay.”I’m trembling because sheesh, I haven’t had any medical exam that was this invasive before.

Blaze covers both my hands with one of his, where they rest twisted together on my thighs.He slides his other hand to lift my chin.“Are you sure?If you’re panicked, you don’t have to do this.We can do it another time.”

My heart is beating fast, and yes, I’m fucking nervous, but I need to do this.“No.I’ll do it.I should have before now.”

“Are you embarrassed or scared?”

I shrug.“Mostly scared.”

“What are you afraid of, baby?”

“How bad it’s going to hurt when you push that giant cock in me,” I hiss without thinking.My face heats further.I swallow and take a deep breath.“So I want to know how tight it is beforehand.”