Then memory cuts through the fog.
Sharp and immediate. Her mouth on mine. My hand in her hair.
The way she'd laughed against my lips before kissing me again.
I should blame it on stress. Or adrenaline.
Or the fact that we've spent the past week being stalked by what may or may not be a Victorian ghost with boundary issues.
Instead, I settle on the truth.
I wanted her. Still do.
With a certainty that feels old and inevitable.
Carefully, I perform a quick dignity check.
Shirt on. Pants on.
No obvious signs of indecorous behavior.
Liza is wrapped in the blanket like a burrito.
My arm is probably numb beyond repair.
Gomez is kneading my chest with the determination of a tiny contractor.
I try to shift him. He glares, and I accept my defeat.
Liza stirs, then stretches.
Lifts her head just enough to squint at me.
For a long moment, neither of us moves.
Then she says, "Your heart's going a thousand miles an hour."
I resist the urge to swear.
"Sorry." She snorts. Then yawns so hard her eyes water.
"I'm not. It's nice."
Dangerous territory. Very dangerous territory.
I attempt a tactical retreat. "You okay?"
Her eyes narrow immediately.
"If you're about to apologize for kissing me, I swear to God I'm going to make you do it again."
I stare at her.
"For practice," she adds.
The woman is a menace. A beautiful menace.
I try—and fail—to keep a straight face.