Prologue
The day started with a dream, a ghost, and a sexy wolf alpha voice on the phone.
“Good morning, Kait,” Jared said.
I yawned and stretched, smiling as I held the phone to my ear. “I missed you last night,” I told him.
“I miss you every night you’re not with me,” he murmured.
“The invading wolves?”
“Handled.”
I yawned again. “I need to get up, but I’m strangely reluctant.”
“Why?”
I spoke the truth of what I just that moment realized. “Today feels…different. Something is coming to Jakeston.” I hesitated. “Or to Silverwood.”
He didn’t speak, and I didn’t blame him.
Then Lucy opened my bedroom door and stuck her head inside, and I knew from her pale face and wide eyes that she wasn’t bringing good news.
“Lucy had a dream,” I told Jared. “I have to go.”
Ash barreled in after her, almost too fat to jump up on the bed. He managed, however, and wiggled his butt crazily as I scratched his head. “Ash needs fewer treats.”
“Yes,” she agreed. She didn’t look at me.
She sat gingerly on the side of the bed and watched the dog, and her hesitancy made me nervous. Lucy was usually a bundle of raw, exuberant energy. When she was calm and quiet, I got nervous.
“You were right,” she said, finally raising her big blue stare to mine. “I had a dream. It was about you, Kait.” She burst into tears.
I was almost relieved. An emotional Lucy telling me I was in danger was pretty much normal. I patted her hand, then fought my way out from under the sheets. “Okay, Luce. Tell me everything after I get my shower. Last night I took on a few too many cases, and I’m going to have a busy day.” But I hesitated, frowning as once again, a feeling of unease drifted through me.
Definitely something was changing. I felt the nervousness of it in the pit of my stomach. Sort of the way I felt when a big summer storm was looming.
Funnily enough, it didn’t occur to me that my feeling might have something to do with Lucy’s dream until she reached out and took my arm, keeping me from leaving the bed. “Kait,” she murmured. “I need you to listen to me, and I need you to take my words seriously. Okay?”
I stopped moving. “I’m listening.” But I really didn’t want to. As my mother would say, Lucy was about to seriously harsh my damn mellow.
She swallowed hard and swiped at her cheeks, wiping away the wetness. “I don’t know how to tell you,” she whispered, finally.
“Not knowing how to tell someone something has never been one of your weaknesses,” I said dryly. “I really have to get ready, so…”
“Something really bad is going to happen to you,” she blurted abruptly. “You’re going to…” She shook her head, frustrated. “I don’t know, exactly. I saw you as weak. No, not weak. Insubstantial. Like a ghost. It felt like you’d lost yourself, somehow. I don’t know what it means, but I know what I think it means.”
“I lost my power,” I said.
She gaped at me. “How did you…”
“I’ve had a feeling,” I told her. “Not the way you do, with dreams and visions, but a feeling.” And only when I said the words did I realize the truth of them. “It feels a little like dying.”
She nodded soberly. “You’ve been there before. You were given too much, and I don’t think it was meant to be. It wasn’t natural.” She took a deep breath, and with the release of it, she seemed to calm. “Like when you were fighting the angel—”
“Lucas,” I said, and couldn’t help but shudder when I remembered our recent battle. He’d kissed me, taking a part of me the way I’d taken a part of him. I’d absorbed his scream. His roar. That scream killed brutally, and if I were being honest, I didn’t like it. I’d already vowed not to use it. A memory of the dead birds smashing against the ground around me flashed into my mind, and I forced it away.
The scream wasn’t meant for my world. It was meant for the angels.