“I fuckin’ told you…” I whispered in her ear, kissin’ the side of her neck while I held her close.
“‘Lo…” she begged, her voice soft now and no longer full of all that tough shit she had been talkin’. Every ounce of that attitude was completely gone, and hearin’ my name fall off her lips like that had a nigga feelin’ exactly how I knew I would.
Then I freed my other hand…
“You get on my fuckin’ nerves,” she said, but I heard the smile hidin’ behind the words as I gripped her ass with both hands and stood up from the chair like them straps had never been nothin’ but a delay.
My first instinct was to strap her ass to the bed and fuck her wild, but then I remembered what the hell I came home for in the first place. All that other shit could wait.
Toni stared at me like she was confused while I kept her in my arms instead of puttin’ her back down. She wrapped her legs around my waist without even thinkin’ about it while I carried her out the room, down the hall and back upstairs to our room.
If I was gon’ give her this baby, I wanted to do it right…
When we made it to the room, I laid her on the bed and snatched all that red shit off her. I took off my pants and got on top of her. Before I did anything else, I just looked at her for a second. Downstairs she was all attitude, all boss shit, but layin’ under me now, all I saw was my wife. I saw the woman I been prayin’ over, fightin’ for and lovin’ with every piece of me.
“You ready to have my baby again?” I asked, starin’ in her eyes and rubbin’ her chin. My thumb brushed across her cheek while I waited on her answer ‘cause this wasn’t just talk to me. I meant every damn word.
She swallowed hard and her eyes filled with tears. “Yes…”
That one lil’ word did somethin’ to a nigga. It wasn’t just the answer I wanted. It was the way she looked at me when she said it, like she trusted me with every part of herself. I leaned down,kissed her slow, lettin’ my lips linger against hers for a second longer before I pulled back just enough to look at her again. Then I pushed my dick back in her, never breakin’ eye contact, wantin’ her to feel every bit of the love I had for her while I loved on her the way only I knew how.
While I moved my hips slow, she grabbed my ass and pushed herself deeper into me like she couldn’t get close enough. She was so wet, it was overwhelmin’, and every movement she made had me fallin’ deeper in love with her all over again.
I put more of my weight on her and buried my face in the side of her neck while she kept pushin’ more of me into her. I kissed her neck between every breath, breathin’ her in, holdin’ her close and thankin’ God in my head that this woman was mine. After all that shit we survived together, bein’ able to love on my wife like this felt like a blessin’ a nigga never wanted to take for granted.
“I love you so much,” she moaned while she caressed all over my ass.
Every time her hands moved over me, it wasn’t just touch for me. It was reassurance. It was her remindin’ me that no matter what life threw at us, we was gon’ always find our way right back here… together.
“I love you too…” I whispered against her neck before kissin’ it again. “And I’mma love this baby I’m finna put in you.”
“Oh my God,” she whispered like that shit did somethin’ to her.
Her arms wrapped around me tighter, and I held her the same way ‘cause I wanted her to feel every word I just said.
This wasn’t just about makin’ another baby to me. This was about buildin’ another piece of the life we fought hard to have together, and there wasn’t another woman on this earth I would rather do this shit with than my wife.
The difference with makin’ a baby with Toni now than it was with My’Love was that I was gon’ be able to be here every stepof the way. A nigga ain’t have to worry about court and bein’ in jail this time. I ain’t have to wonder what I was missin’, wait on somebody else to tell me what my baby was doin’ or imagine the moments I couldn’t get back. This time, I was gon’ be right here through all of it.
“I’mma give you a boy this time,” I moaned, pushin’ my dick deeper in her, makin’ her moan louder while her legs got tighter around my waist. “A lil’ nigga that’s gon’ have your heart and my last name. I’m already ready to love him the same way I love you and My’Love.”
“Okay, baby,” she cried, squeezin’ that pussy on me until my damn eyes was rollin’ in the back of my head. The tears in her eyes hit me just as hard as anything else.
“This pussy so fuckin’ good. Shit…” I moaned, pushin’ my dick deeper.
I couldn’t help it. Every inch of her had a nigga forgettin’ where the hell he was. I stayed buried in her, holdin’ her close while I kissed all over her face and neck.
“I love you,” she cried again.
“I love you too, baby,” I whispered back without hesitatin’. “Ain’t a day gon’ go by where you gotta question that shit. You hear me?” I rubbed my nose against hers before I kissed her one more time.
I sucked the side of her neck and fucked her real slow, feelin’ every wall inside her. I fucked her in one rhythm, hittin’ the bottom of her pussy. I hit that spot over and over again until I felt her gettin’ wetter. The more she held on to me, the more I slowed myself down. I wanted to stay right here with my wife and soak up every second of the moment.
“Yeah, baby,” I whispered, lickin’ all over her neck before I kissed the same spot. “That’s it. I feel that pussy lovin’ on me.”
I moaned against her skin when I felt her hold me tighter. “Love on me, mama… just like that. That’s all I want. Give all that love to me, ‘cause I’m givin’ every bit of mine to you.”
Toni wasn’t even makin’ no more sounds, and when I lifted my head to catch her expression, her mouth was wide open and her eyes was closed. She looked completely lost in what I was givin’ her, and that alone had a nigga wantin’ to keep lovin’ on her. Her hands was still holdin’ on to me, her body kept answerin’ mine and I knew she wasn’t even tryna fight that feelin’ no more.