That he deserves more than fleeting bursts of energy.
He deserves the world.
And that’s why when he stands, looking as if I slapped him, all I can see is how much it would hurt him more to see me wither away day by day.
I can’t be selfish.
So I let Kieran Ashford go.
And the second he leaves the room, coldness seeps into my bones, my blood no longer flows, and my soul… It knows it just lost its other half.
Within mere seconds, I know I’ve just made the most horrendous mistake of my life.
LAYLA
do you still want me to nanny for you?
KIERAN
of course I do
Emmy would murder me if you never came back
I’d never forgive myself if I lost you
so please stay
LAYLA
okay
I’ll stay
THREE WEEKS LATER
Chapter 39
Kieran
BROTHER FROM ANOTHER MOTHER
want to tell me what has my best friend so depressed?
is this how it felt when I ignored you?
KIERAN
yes
BROTHER FROM ANOTHER MOTHER
it sucks
KIERAN
I know
BROTHER FROM ANOTHER MOTHER