Prologue
KIERAN
KIERAN
I asked Bella if you got a new number in Berlin
Imagine how my heart broke hearing she said no…which means you are in fact getting all my texts and choosing to ignore them
BUT, looking on the bright side, at least now I don’t have to break into Bella’s phone and steal your number
Which I absolutely did not do at all
invasion of privacy and all that
how is Berlin by the way?
are they treating you right? I hope they are. if not let me know and I can hit a puck square between their eyes
I can also give them a stern talking to if you’re against physical violence
you’d have to text me back and let me know which option though
okay fine…
no physical violence
Chapter 1
Kieran
BROTHER FROM ANOTHER MOTHER
Is everything all right?
Anderson is pissed you took off mid practice
Ashford?
You’re starting to freak me out dude. call me back
The scream that rips through my chest burns like fire.
My cheeks puff in and out as I force my legs to move. My brain keeps screaming faster, faster, faster.
Suddenly, everything around me blurs, and I have to blink quickly to clear my eyes, the tears running down my cheeks never-ending. No matter how hard I try to pump my legs and lift my knees, I’m not fast enough.
The black car I’ve sat in a million times—with the paint chipping away, the fabric seats torn and scratched, the clunking sound the engine makes—kicks up dust as it speeds off…without me.
“Mom!”
I don’t recognize the voice that comes from me. It doesn’t sound like me at all.
I sound broken.
My voice is beginning to crack, fading away along with my mom’s car as it rounds the bend.
I don’t see the pothole. Another panicked cry rips from me when my shoes clip it, my eyes widening as my mom’s car takes the turn around the trees, disappearing at the same time my body smacks against the ground.