She came willingly. Her lips were already searching for mine before I had even decided to kiss her.
My tongue swiped against the seam of her lips, and she parted them for me without me having to ask twice. Groaning, I sucked her tongue into my mouth.
Gasping for air, she tore her mouth away from mine. "Ilya, we shouldn’t."
Even as she said the words, my hands closed around her breasts, squeezing the heavy globes in my palms and pulling her back against me. Back arched, she moaned. Her ass rubbing against my crotch.
I knew we shouldn’t. I knew I shouldn’t have even opened her door, let alone crawled into her bed, but when it came to her, I couldn’t help myself. I wanted her with a need that bordered on obsession.
"I know, but I can’t help but want you." My teeth grazed her shoulder, pulling another whimper out of her lips. She wanted me too. Even when she hated me and pushed me away. Daisy was as powerless as I was.
We belonged to each other.
And it would probably kill us.
Yanking down her sleep shorts, I had my dick out and lined up with her before I knew what I was doing. Sliding into her wet warmth, I moaned her name, and it sounded like a prayer.
Yeah, we would love each other until it killed one of us, I realized as I began to move. Egged on by the sound of my name trembling from her lips with every stroke.
One hand on her breast, my thumb teasing up her nipple. The other parted her legs for me more so I could make her cum before I did. I circled her clit in hard little circles. Her wetness coated my cock, my fingers, and soaked her inner thighs, but I kept working her until my name was the only thing she was crying out.
It was the only thing I ever wanted her to say.
Around me, her channel tightened, gripping me like a warm velvet glove that had been made just for me.
"Cum for me, Daisy." I bit down on her shoulder. My words were muffled, but she must have heard, because when she came, she dragged me right over the edge with her.
Completely spent, I went still, Daisy still pressed against my front, and I felt her shiver. It felt like she was quietly sobbing. And I got that.
When it came to us, I got her completely.
We would hate each other, and we would fuck, but we would always want each other.
And maybe that was our punishment.
Chapter Twenty
Ilya
I got up before dawn had even touched the horizon. Not that I’d been to sleep. I’d spent the night with Daisy in my arms, kissing her, and trying to figure out what the hell I should do now.
Finally, I had given up sleeping entirely and gone to the home gym at the other end of the apartment so I didn’t wake anyone up.
I could have tried to lose myself in her body again, and it was as tempting as always.
She was as tempting as always, but in the end, I had decided to come here. Run on the treadmill and then lift iron until sweat coated my skin and my muscles trembled and threatened to give out.
Why couldn’t I make my mind up when it came to her? One second I wanted to make her pay, and the next I was losing myself in her wet heat and having to stop myself from telling her I loved her with everything I had.
It was because I still loved her that she was dangerous. I knew it, and so did my men. Once upon a time, I had given hereverything I had, and she had broken my heart. She hadn’t even looked back to see the damage she had done.
So many people had paid the price that should have been hers.
She deserved all the pain; I wanted to see her pretty eyes fill with tears, but at the same time, I wanted my name to fall from her lips as she came around my cock and I left her trembling.
I wanted it all.
But how could I have it all when I knew the more time I spent with her, the further under her spell I would get?