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This isn’t about him.

That’s what I tell myself.

It’s just a release. It's letting something go.

I do this when I’m stressed. I fantasize. Build scenarios. Escape the sour reality of my very vanilla sex life with Daniel.

My mind drifts, pulling from memory, from imagination, from things I don’t say out loud.

The last time, I was caught between two roommates who locked me up, swore they wouldn’t let me go until I came seven times for them.

I swallow as heat curls back into me, this time… It’s different.

Now it’s Robert I see, not faceless like the others. And in my mind, there’s a whip in his hand.

That’s new.

Because it’s always been easier when they don’t have faces.

Easier when it’s just a body, a feeling, a blur.

But this?

This is him and I don’t stop.

My hand drags down between my thighs, my sex aching and begging to be touched as he flips me over in my head, his hand coming down in a hard spank.

I gasp.

The sensation blooms, imagined but no less real, my breath catching as I slip my hand beneath the thin fabric of my underwear, feeling the heat there, the slick proof of how far gone I already am.

In my head, I squirm.

I always do.

It’s instinct. Resistance. That push and pull I don’t question anymore. I fight, even when I know I don’t really want to get away. I never do.

I want to be held there.

Made to stay.

Robert doesn’t hesitate. He pins me down in my mind, firm, unyielding, like there’s no version of this where I slip out of his grip.

He rips my underwear off, and slides three fingers, deliciously brutal, into me.

I scream, my breathing breaks into uneven pieces, my body following a rhythm I don’t consciously set, just… fall into.

My hips keep moving, chasing it, meeting it, like my body knows exactly what it’s doing now.

It builds fast. Too fast.

That sensuous pull deep inside me winds harder, expanding me until I can’t think past it, can’t breathe past it.

My thighs tense, my back arching off the bed as it climbs.

“Robert…” His name breaks out of me, and it tips everything over.

My orgasm hits hard.


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