Page 51 of Blade

Cis-sexual?

No, that didn’t sound right.

Whatever the opposite of asexual was…that was what I was hoping he’d be.

He’d already said the gay part, so I wasn’t worried about that.

“I’m not sure what that word means.” Cocking his head, he turned and gave me a full frontal shot as he slowly dragged the bar of soap down his chest. “You haven’t used it before.”

Oh.

“Um, I’m probably going to mangle the definition because I haven’t run into it very often in person, but I think it’s not feeling sexual desire…or at least not feeling it the same way other people do.” Had I gotten that wrong? “We need to look that up later so I know if that was offensive or not.”

Blaine nodded as the soap moved lower and lower. “I’m confused about this, not trying to upset you, so keep that in mind. But. You seem very worried about how you explain things. I know part of it is related to the current culture as that podcast woman called it, but it feels like there’s more to it than that.”

Yep.

Anatomically correct and fully functional.

Wait.

What had he asked?

“Um…oh yeah…not offending people.” How big would he get? It wasn’t rude to watch him now because he’d given me permission with verbal words and he was in a human body. Human-looking at the very least. “My family is…well, they’re kind of rude, so growing up I didn’t always know what was polite and what was offensive.”

It still gave me a stomachache to think about.

“I figured some of it out eventually but I’m kind of a work in progress still. Stuff pops up and I don’t realize how it sounds.” Some people got angry but that was okay because I apologizedand most of the time no one got hurt. Them or me. “I’m doing my best but people don’t always understand that.”

Humans.

Humans didn’t always understand that.

“Your people are usually pretty nice about it and they’re the only ones who’ll answer questions without yelling at me or threatening me.” A date just lost all its fun when I had to playmy gun is bigger than your knifebecause I’d accidentally offended someone. “So we’ll have to do some research once in a while.”

“That’s understandable.” He also seemed to understand how to clean his cock as slow as possible, gently washing around the pronounced head and running his thumb over his slit. “You mentioned growing up fairly isolated so that makes things more difficult sometimes.”

“I’m smart.” My family was just nuts. “I like research too.”

I really liked hands-on research.

Was that as big as he would get?

Could a dick be half-shower and half-grower?

When could I ask my mate if he knew what kind of position he’d like?

Would I have to explain what being vers meant?

Blaine nodded as he reached between his legs and soaped his balls, ones that were a nice handful and looked like they didn’t have too much hair around them. “You did a good job figuring out places to look online about my situation.”

Had he manscaped before or was this how he usually looked?

When he frowned, I thought something was wrong and told myself not to overreact. “I used that word correctly, right?”

Oh.

“Online?” When he nodded and seemed to give his balls a tug, I had to swallow hard to keep myself from drooling or moaning. “Yes. You used it correctly. I’m glad all my talking over the past couple of days was actually helpful.”