It’s all right, little one. The purr wrapped around my spine like a blanket.I’m not going anywhere. I was always here. I was just too tired to speak.
Too tired.
She hadn’t abandoned me.
She’d been starving alongside me. All those years I’d begged the Moon Goddess for a wolf, mine had been curled somewhere deep inside, too weak to answer—and no one had fed either of us enough for her to try.
I cried harder. Not for me this time.
For her.
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As soon as the early morning alarm blared, my eyes snapped open and my hand flew to my chest. She was still there.
Always, she whispered.
I sighed happily, rubbing my sternum.
I want to see you.
I want to show you.
How about tonight?I asked—and then my fingers brushed the collar.
Joy drained away. I couldn’t shift.
No, I said. Don’t worry. I can earn my way out of this collar.
The Alpha King had said everyone who wasn’t a pack member wore one. Fine. I owed no loyalty to the Silvermere pack. They’d all known who my mother was, and they’d all watched how I was treated after her death.
The alarm blared again and I slapped my hand over it. I wanted to see Zira. I wanted to run with her. I’d integrate the shit out of the Bloodborne pack until the Alpha King had no choice but to remove the collar.
I climbed out of bed, fixed the covers, and straightened the pillow. I was already mentally aligning myself with the King’s schedule. I would become indispensable.
First step.
Coffee.
The house was deadly silent, but it didn’t bother me as I reached the kitchen. Silence was better than Cora and Deeana’s jibes. I paused halfway through adding the roasted beans to the machine.
None of the Bloodborne pack had bullied me. I mean, the Alpha King was naturally high-strung. He was capable of great violence, but he had yet to direct any of it at me.
I don’t like him, Zira sniffed.
Hmm. He did feed us.
You can be a philanthropist and an asshole.
Fair enough.
The coffee machine began its cycle while I set the cup and tray.
I did enjoy what he did to your family, she conceded.That was fun.
Father earned that. What was he thinking?
The scent of coffee was wonderful, and I took a sneaky sip from his cup before topping it up. I glanced at the time and moved a little faster. I still had to lay out his clothing, and he had his workout after. I was still pondering the collar when I knocked briefly and pushed his bedroom door open.