I deleted him from my existence.
I honestly didn’t care what he’d do.
But then...he was gone.
His finger left a slight burn where he’d touched me, his body leaving a small cloud of his sunshine and shadow scent.
It took a stupidly long time to understand that he’d not only left the bathroom but the bedroom too. He’d left me. Alone. Just like I’d asked.
And that was when I truly cried.
The sob couldn’t be contained, and I crawled to the door on my handsand knees. I slammed it shut as tears gushed down my cheeks. I scrambled to my feet and stumbled to the toilet.
Ripping off my leggings, I cried even harder as I sat on the cool porcelain and let go.
The relief was instant.
The gratefulness for his disappearance immense.
My body purged, and once it was over, I shook with hunger, fear, and tiredness.
I’d never been so twisted and knotted. I’d never been denied cleanliness or safety. Now that I’d been granted a few moments alone with a shower nearby and my stomach no longer in agony, I couldn’t ignore the pull.
I should launch myself out the window and run.
I should throw caution to the wind and get as far away from here as I could.
But...I’d always been a savvy climber. I was the smart one with the right equipment, enough rations, gear, and technology to prevent a tragedy like the one I’d stupidly fallen into.
And if I ran now, I wouldn’t last long.
I barely had any food in my system. I had no water. It was dark, which meant I couldn’t see where I had to go. I could end up breaking a leg or falling off the cliff as I attempted to escape.
And besides, I’d made a promise.
I’d said I’d stay if he left me alone. If I failed and he brought me back, I would never get another chance to cultivate his trust. To plot a better escape. One where I would succeed.
Tomorrow.
Survive tonight.
Run tomorrow.
With a racing heart, I tore at my dirty clothing.
I kicked off my hiking boots along with my leggings and underwear. Unzipping my windbreaker, I ripped off my hoodie, t-shirt, and exercise bra and threw them all into the corner.
Naked and highly aware I still had streaks of his dried cum on my chest—even after washing the best I could in the dungeon—I darted into the shower and turned on the tap.
Icy water hit me.
It felt sublime.
I didn’t mind it was cold or that my shaking increased until my teeth chattered and kneecaps bounced. I’d never enjoyed a shower as much as this. Never felt so baptized from dirt or refreshed by liquid.
Water sluiced over my face as I tipped my head under and gasped at the chill. My hair plastered down my back. With eyes blinking back droplets, I grabbed the gold-wrapped soap and tore it open, running the flowery scented suds from the top of my head right to my toes.
Heaven.