Taken a few months ago at my home.
A rare afternoon when Josh and my mother had popped round. I’d been excited and nervous to host my family. I’d cleaned my house until everything sparkled. I’d bought a cake mix and done my best to have perfect cupcakes ready for when they arrived.
It hadn’t quite gone to plan.
A small smile tugged my lips as I pressed play and sat cross-legged on the floor. It’d been a spur-of-the-moment video. My recorder had been next to me in the kitchen when they’d arrived, and I’d had a sudden urge to immortalize my crazy, joking brother before he got married, grew serious, and stopped teasing me.
“Hey, my favorite Gemstone, what’s up?” Joshua strode through my front door without knocking. He sniffed the air like a bloodhound. “Ohhh, do I smell sugar?”
“You do indeed, and they’re not ready yet, so stay out of my kitchen.” My voice sailed through the air, my hands keeping the video steady on his face.
He narrowed his matching hazel eyes, a glint appearing. “Not allowed in your kitchen, you say?” He stalked me, his arms bent in front of him and hands forming into claws. “You should know by now not to tempt me with rules. I just have to break them.”
The video jiggled as I backed up, my laugh pure and simple. “Oh no, you don’t, Joshykins.”
His nose wrinkled. “You know I hate that nickname.”
“Too bad.”
“I’m gonna get you.”
“Don’t you dare. Stay back.”
He roared like a T-Rex, waving his arms around like an idiot. “Fear me, pathetic human.”
“Get a grip.” I snickered. “Mom!” My mother entered my home, swinging off her handbag and placing it on the side table by the door. “Tell him to stop being a douche.”
“Rarrrrrr!” Josh gnashed his teeth together.
My mother rolled her eyes. “Gosh, you two can never just be normal together, can you?”
“Nope!” My brother winked before turning back toward me with an annoying smirk. “Get running, Gemstone.”
“You’ll ruin my cupcakes!”
Joshua snarled like a dinosaur again and launched himself at me.
CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
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I COULDN’T DAMN WELL sleep.
I’d hoped, after a day of heavy lifting and labor, that I’d crash the moment I entered the dorm. But my thoughts were swimming, my temper was short, and every inch of me snarled with hunger to finish what I’d started with Gemma in the garden.
Having her stay with me while I’d cooked dinner had grated on my nerves, and sharing a silent meal in the dining room had pushed me closer to my limit. Every moment in her company had become harder and harder, all while a conclusion formed from smoke to solid.
A conclusion that’d been floating in my head ever since this afternoon. Ever since she hacked off the chain and ensured we were no longer tethered. No longer bound against her will.
Free.
I’d watched her as we gathered wood. I’d seen her looking at me with desire in her eyes, occasionally opening her mouth to talk before pressing her lips together as if she didn’t know where to start.
I’d wanted to talk too.
I’d wanted to apologize.
To ask if she was okay.