Page 53 of Falling for the Unexpected

Out of habit I closed my legs once I no longer had any fabric to cover me. I didn’t have a lot of body confidence and was worried that once Kyle saw me completely naked in the light he wouldn’t find me attractive. Brad had complained about my stretch marks and would tell me all the time how he had a hard time finding me attractive after watching me deliver a baby.

I shook my head to get rid of the old memories and be in the moment with the incredible man who was touching me in ways I had never experienced. But still, I placed my hands over my stomach to conceal the parts I wasn’t comfortable with.

“Please don’t hide from me. I want to see all of you,” he said. His hands roamed over my entire body again. “You’re perfect.”

His words brought tears to my eyes. I had never had someone speak so lovingly to me. It allowed me to relax even more. Soon, his mouth had made its way to the apex of my thighs. He started with a couple long licks across my entire slit. The sounds of pleasure coming from him were a huge turn on. As he moved up to place quick flicks against my clit, he pushed two fingers inside of me.

Everything felt so good that I had moved my hands to the sides of his head in an effort to hold him in place. My hips started to buck and I was essentially grinding against his face. I quickly lost all control and felt my orgasm roll through me hard. Right then I was glad he had space between him and the neighbors, otherwise they would have been able to hear me yelling out my release.

As I came down from that earth-shattering orgasm, I realized Kyle still had on half his clothes. I pushed on his shoulders until he rolled onto his back and made quick work of his jeans.

“Condom,” I demanded.

He reached into the drawer next to his bed and handed one to me with a smile, daring me to put it on him.

I grabbed it out of his hand, ripped open the packaging, and quickly rolled it down the generous length of him. Straddling his hips, I took him in one hand while I lowered myself down on him. When he was fully inside me, I took a moment to relish the feel of him. I felt completely full. Once my body had acclimated to his size, I began to move up and down his shaft. I maintained eye contact with him as I rode him hard. The look of pure pleasure on his face was a major confidence boost.

After a few minutes, he grabbed my hips and flipped us over so he was above me. He started pushing into me with a faster pace. He reached his hand between us and started to rub my clit with his thumb.

“Babe, I’m almost done, but I need you to come with me,” he gritted out, strain on his face and in his voice.

“I’m right there,” I told him, not wanting to take my eyes off him when he came.

A few more pumps of his hips, and some more pressure on my clit, I detonated around him for the second time. I could feel him find his release as well. He laid on me for a moment while I felt his final pulses before he got up to remove the condom.

He leaned down to kiss me again. “That was fucking incredible,” he said as he got up and went to the bathroom. I could hear him rummaging around so I assumed he was cleaning up. When he returned he had a washcloth that he used to clean me up. I had never felt so taken care of.

Instead of getting back up, he threw the washcloth toward the bathroom door and scooted closer to me. When he reached the middle he pulled me to him so my back was against his chest and wrapped his arms around me. Being in his arms was quickly becoming my favorite place to be. We stayed like that for a while, completely content in the moment.

“Hey, babe, can I ask you a question?” Kyle asked quietly.

I loved when he called me babe. “Of course,” I answered, although I was worried about what he wanted to say. I wasn’t used to having conversations after sex.

“When you started to cover yourself and I told you not to, I saw the tears in your eyes. What was that about?” His words were gentle but firm. He wanted to know and wasn’t going to let me brush it off.

I wanted to be honest with him, but the things I experienced with Brad were embarrassing. I didn’t think Kyle would judge me. I also didn’t want him to see me any differently.

“Honestly, I’ve never had someone look at me or treat me the way you do when we’re together. No one has ever told me I was beautiful,” I explained.

“That’s crazy to me,” he said. “Your ex-husband was an idiot,” he added.

“I agree with you there, but it wasn’t just Brad. Every guy I was with acted the same. Brad just happened to be the worst.” As soon as the words left my mouth, I knew Kyle was going to pick up on that small detail.

“What do you mean he was the worst?” I could feel his body tense up behind me.

“It doesn’t matter,” I said, trying to end the conversation.

Kyle wasn’t having it. “It matters to me,” he said.

I took a deep breath; maybe it was better to just get this out now. I had obvious hang-ups when it came to sex so he might as well know why. “Brad never cared about me or my feelings and when it came to sex…” I heard Kyle growl behind me, but I continued anyway, “he would often say horrible things to me, degrading things, reminding me how slutty I had acted in my past, how horrible I looked since having a baby, things like that. He also never took into consideration my physical needs and would occasionally get too rough. The last time we were together he actually hurt me.” I could feel myself getting upset recalling that night and I didn’t see a need to give Kyle any more details.

Kyle was quiet for a while so I finally turned around to look at him. His eyes were glassy, and I could also see his anger radiating from them.

“I swear to God, Simone, I’m going to kill that motherfucker the next time I see him.” From the rage in his face, to the stiff muscles in his body, I knew it wasn’t an empty threat. He meant it every word.

“Hey,” I said softly, placing my hand on his cheek. “It’s over, he can’t hurt me that way anymore.”

My touch must have calmed him down a little because I felt his body relax. “You deserve to be treated so much better than that and I’m going to make sure you always feel beautiful and cared for when we’re together,” he promised.