“Fuck,” I hiss under my breath.
I need her.
The paddle slips from my hand onto the mattress beside usas I grab the base of cock and line up to her entrance before thrusting my hips and being engulfed by her tight, wet heat. We groan in unison. I pull back slightly, looking down where we are locked together and can see the stretch of her pussy around my dick. I grit my teeth as I pull out again. My cock is covered in herjuices and I shiver as I slam in harder.
“Fuck yes,” she cries out.
The headboard bangs against the wall as my fingers leave imprints on her hips. I thrust again as I lose myself to the sensation. There is no place in the world I would rather be than here. I move my hand around her hip and caress her clit but her pussy clenches down on me.
Fuck, I’m not going to last.
“You,”thrust,
“Have,”thrust,
“The”thrust,
“Most perfect”thrust,
“Pussy,” I growl as I keep fucking her.
I feel the telltale signs instantly as tingles spread across the base of my spine before crawling up the rest of my body. Every muscle tightens at once and my thrusts lose whatever rhythm they had left as pleasure starts crashing into meharder and harder with every breath.Myhead falls back and arough groan tearsfrom my throat. It feels like my whole body is burning from the inside out.The room blurs around the edges.All I can hear is her. All I can feel is her.
“Cum for me,” I bark before we explode at the same time.
Days of grief, anger and exhaustion finally snap apart all at once as pleasure crashes through me so hard it hurts. My body locks as the tension violently leaves me in waves and I bend my body, so my face is in her neck to muffle the sound that leaves my throat.
“You’re going to kill me one day,” I mutterroughly againsther skin.
She laughs breathlessly beneath me.I stay there for a second, breathing hard against her skin whilst the last tremors roll through both of us. Then reality starts filtering back in and my eyes flick toward the cuffs still holding her wrists behind her back.
“Shit,” I mutter softly, pressing a quick kiss against her shoulder before carefully pulling out and reaching for the leather restraints.
My fingers work much gentler as I undo them one at a time before rubbing slowly over the marks they left behind. I seemycum dripping out of her in thick rivers of white before I quickly chase it with my finger and shove it backinside. Fae whimpers as I finally pull back and collapse in a heap in the bed.She crawls over to me before curling into myside asI pull the blankets over us both.
Neither of us speak.
The music plays quietly somewhere in the background whilst my fingers lazily trace across herskinand her breathing slowly starts evening out against my chest.
For the first time in weeks, my head feels quiet.
“I love you,” she whispers sleepily.
My throat tightens.
“I love you too, Tinkerbell.”
And somewhere between her heartbeat against my ribs and the warmth of her tangled around me, sleep finally drags us both under.
CHAPTER 36
FAE
The sky is crying today and so are the rest of us.
Some of the tears are real. Some of them are not.
I stand beside Roman at the front of the congregation, my black heels sinking into the wet earth beneath us. Rainwater trickles from the edge of umbrellas whilst cold wind tears through the cemetery hard enough to make the trees surrounding the church groan overhead. Next to me, Riggs blows his nose loudly into a handkerchief as Robyn lets out another broken sob. I lean slightly into Roman as I feel his body shiver beside me. The umbrella above our heads shields us from the worst of the April storm, but the cold still clings to our bones.