Page 34 of One More Dare
I’d love just one night with him like this, wrapped in his arms. But I shouldn’t. “You know you’re in my bed, right?” I check, hoping it registers to his sleepy brain where he is. Even though no part of me wants to move him.
“Hmm,” he hums, seemingly uncaring for a moment before he opens his eyes and looks at me, blinking a few times. “Shit, I fell asleep. I always fall asleep watching movies.”
“It’s fine.”Knew it.
Will slowly removes his arm from my stomach and stretches as he peels himself out of my bed, sitting up on the edge. “Your bed is so comfortable I didn’t stand a chance.” He yawns. “I’ll head out, but tonight was fun. Maybe we can do it again? I’ll try not to fall asleep on you next time, but no promises.”
I wish he actually wanted to fall asleep on me. I’d bet he’s a great cuddler with how easily affectionate he is. I’d love to know what his big body feels like properly wrapped around mine, but I shouldn’t be having these thoughts about him.
“Yeah, that’d be fun,” I agree anyway, ignoring the voice in my head warning me that I’m going to be in too deep with him.
“Cool.” He stands and grabs his things. “I’ll text you in the morning.”
“Night, Will.”
“Night, P,” he mumbles before walking out of my room and closing the door behind him.
Yeah, this is definitely a problem.
But it’s a problem I don’t want to solve.
I lay in my bed with the movie on until the credits roll while I remind myself that wanting something doesn’t make it real.
Even when it feels this easy.
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WILL
I’ve had the strangest nagging thought since I left Porter’s last night that I wished I’d stayed. It’s odd because I don’t normally cuddle with anyone, and not because I don’t want to. I’d love to have more casual physical contact, but growing up, I learned most other people don’t. That was part of the reason Abbey threw a drink in my face freshman year. Well, not because of the cuddling, but because we cuddled after sex she’d thought it meant more. After that, I learned to always set clear boundaries and expectations beforehand, which has meant not cuddling.
So to wake up with my arm around Porter was different. Nice.
Porter’s and my friendship already feels so different from any of my other friends. I constantly want to see him. Maybe I can get him to meet me for lunch again. I pull out my phone to text him.
Will
Hey, what are you doing today?
Instead of locking my phone, I pull up socials but am quicklybored. Maybe I could jerk off before I head to campus. How horny I’ve been all semester has nearly gotten out of hand. Sure, I probably should hook up with someone, but for the first time in my life, that feels like effort. Sex should be fun, and my right hand has been just fine.
I open my private browser and go to my favorite porn site. Nothing on the home page is sticking out to me as I scroll, and I can’t decide what I’m in the mood for.
A preview finally grabs my attention. A guy is thrusting into a woman with another man in front of her face. I click on the video without giving it too much thought. Normally, I watch porn with one guy and one chick. But that threesome I had with the girls in my history class last year was really fun, so why the hell not? Sure, this is two guys instead of two girls, but I don’t feel like putting in the effort to find a different one.
As I wait for the ad to finish, I reach down to cup my bare dick and start stroking myself.
The video starts with a woman with bleach blonde hair in a spaghetti strap tank top and a short denim skirt sitting on the couch between the two men. Both of their thighs are spread out, squeezing her between them—one guy is in sweatpants and the other is in gym shorts. The one in sweatpants gives the girl a hungry look when she glances at him over her shoulder, reaching out to put her hand on his thigh. He leans over and picks her up, plopping her right down on top of his lap so she’s straddling him as he traces a finger up her jaw.
It’s hot, exactly what I need so I grab the lube from my side table drawer as I prepare for them to share her. I squirt some in my hand as the guy guides her jaw to the angle he wants to kiss her. The man who’s not involved is rubbing his dick through his pants, and my eyes are drawn to his movements while the other guy strips the blonde naked. Is he just going to watch them? Maybe it’s a cuckold situation.
The woman climbs off sweatpants guy’s lap and drops to herknees in front of him while he pulls down his pants. His massive cock is straining, and she takes it right into her mouth. This is where I’d normally start to imagine her mouth on me, but the guy beside them distracts me by taking his dick out. He starts stroking himself while he changes his position so that he’s now kneeling on the couch and nearly touching the other guy.
I don’t know what the hell I expected when I clicked on this video, but it surely was not the guy whose cock is in the girl’s throat to lean over to suck the other man’s dick.
Holy. Fucking. Shit.
I have never watched a guy suck a cock before. It’s… Hot is the only word I can think of at the moment, and my dick twitches in my hand.
