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“You’re going to be a good boy for me, aren’t you?” I asked.
“Yes.”
His answer came without hesitation.
“Please,” he whispered. “Please fuck me.Please.”
CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
Levi
Bending over my bed on all fours for a flirty firefighter hadn’t been on my Escape to West Texas to-do list, and yet here I was.
My thoughts ran non-stop as I adjusted myself. Lust pumped through, every part of my bodyneedingmore from him.
The mattress shifted as Mateo knelt behind me. His hands worked down my back, down my sides. I stiffened as he neared my shoulder, but he paused.
Mateo let out a soft hum, his fingers turning gentle. “If this position hurts you, we can adjust. We can use pillows. We can do whatever you need to feel comfortable.”
I didn’t like showing weakness, but I also didn’t want to deal with a fucked up shoulder this week. “All right,” I mumbled. Reluctantly, I grabbed a couple pillows, putting one beneath my chest, and using the edge of the other to cushion my right side.
I cleared my throat. “Sorry. Lot of injuries from games.”
He tsked. “Don’t be sorry.” His mustache brushed my skin as he peppered kisses down my spine. “I want you to feel good. Are you comfortable?”
My heart pounded as I adjusted my body a bit more. My shoulder didn’t feel any strain and while I was tense, thatwas from anticipation, not my body struggling to stay in this position.
“Yes,” I said.
“Good.”
Slowly, I sank into the idea of submitting to him. There was something about him that made me feel safe, which had always been hard to find in a partner.
The part of me that wanted to do this exact thing to him was also thoroughly enjoying being the one on my knees.
“Relax,” he murmured.
“I’m trying.”
Mateo chuckled and continued to rub my muscles, all while my cock raged. I was so fucking hard from being edged by him. Ever since I’d come to Whynot, I’d thought about what this would feel like.
Mateo made my heart skip beats and my mind run blank. In the short time I’d known him, I already knew he was the kind of person that made me feel whole.
And that scared the shit out of me.
“Tell me what you like,” he said.
“Do you mean kink—” My words cut off as he leaned forward and closed his hand around my cock. I sucked in a breath, everything melting into a moan. “Fuck.”
“Yes,” Mateo whispered. “Idomean kink. Tell me what you like.”
“But I can barely think,” I protested, rocking my hips.
He started to stroke me. “I believe in your ability to focus, Mr. Math Degree.”
Fuck. It was impossible to form any full thoughts. Pleasure shot through my body as he stroked me slowly, his hand moving up and down at a pace that made every muscle in my body tense.
“I’m a switch,” I huffed. “Most of the time I’ve been expected to Dom. And I love it, don’t get me wrong.”
