Page 78 of Secret Baby for My Brother's Best Friends

That helps some of my urgency die down.

When we walk out of her home, Jake immediately turns to Adam and says, "Did I dream up that entire conversation, or did you just suggest something totally wild back there?"

Adam doesn't answer, though he has a considering look on his face. I don't blame Jake for his confusion. I, too, was surprised that Adam made the suggestion, because this whole time, he's been the one advising us to pump the brakes on everything. And now he wants us to date her, individually, and have her choose who she wants.

Although when I think about it, it's not a bad idea at all. Sure, we've never actually dated the same woman before, and outside of sex, I didn't really think we had similar tastes.

But we all feel something for her, and rather than fighting each other or giving up entirely on the possibility of being with her, it's better that she dates all of us and picks who she likes. The power is in her hands now.

I just have to make sure that I'm the best possible option.

What if she doesn't want you? What if you try your best and she still chooses Jake or Adam? Are you going to be able to live with it, seeing her with them for the rest of your life?

I immediately shove that thought out of my head. I'm not even going to consider the possibility that she doesn't want to be with me. Quitting, especially this early, isn't going to get me shit. The world is too fucking complicated sometimes, but it's very simple to me. I want her, and I'll do whatever I can to be with her. That's it.

"It's better this way," Adam says. "Than having the two of you at each other's throats."

"The two of us? Oh, so now it's just a me and Sam thing? Don't think I didn't notice how gone over her you looked when you were balls deep inside of her."

"Jesus, Jake."

"Oh yeah, I watched. I also saw the way you looked at her when she was lying on your chest. Now you're going to pretend to be unaffected? You're going to pretend to be so far above it all? Then why don't you drop out of the running right now? Why did you include yourself in our little dating schedule?"

He doesn't respond, and while his face was impassive, I know he's struggling to come up with an explanation.

I guess I understand. He certainly didn’t go into this expecting to feel something for her. I mean, neither did I. I wouldn't have thought this sharing thing would be feasible either if I hadn't felt what I felt when I caught her and Jake together.

When I saw Jake’s car parked in the driveway, I suspected there were probably some shenanigans happening in there. Knowing Jake, he won’t be able to keep himself from trying to start something with her. I just didn't think they would be that far along by the time I arrived.

I stood in the doorway and watched it, my blood pounding in my ears, cock so hard that I could barely hear what Adam was saying. I completely relate to what Jake said about how arousing watching her was.

The curves of her body, the way it moves in the throes of passion, the way it tenses in anticipation before finally opening up to demand more.

Jake was more forceful with her than I've seen him with anyone else.

And she loved it. I could tell by how she writhed against his body, demanding more while he struggled to hold back and not give her everything he had all at once.

It was nothing short of a miracle that I managed to last as long as I did and not blow my load watching them.

The sight turned me on more than almost anything ever had. Just watching them.

I could look at that for my entire life.

When Adam finally got my attention, I could tell that he thought I would be jealous. He thought I would be raging to put a stop to this, thought that I would be heartbroken.

But I wasn’t jealous, nor was I angry. I was hard. I wanted to bury myself inside her so deep no one would be able to tell where she ends and I begin.

I was envious, but not in the way that meant I wanted to kick Jake's ass or storm out of there.

No, I wanted it to be who she was straining for, me, whom she begged.

But I also loved watching what she did to him and what he did to her.

Her enjoyment became mine, my desire for her rising on the same wavelength as her rise to the peak.

I wanted to see her come with him, under him. I was desperate to see them both come undone.

Maybe it’s because it’s Jake. After all, I doubt I would be as comfortable with anyone else except for Adam doing it. Jake’s been my best friend since high school, and she’s the woman that I can feel myself falling for. Somehow it works.