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Chapter 1

Gabriel

I stand at the rail of the Bigfork Arena with a beer I’ve barely touched, watching the barrel racing. I should be keeping an eye on Caleb, but I’m not.

Because she comes out of the gate on a gray mare, and the whole damn world narrows to a single point of heat in my chest.

The crowd’s still roaring, the PA’s still crackling, the thick smells of popcorn, horse sweat, and kicked-up dirt haven’t changed. But my body has. My pulse kicks hard against my throat like I’ve just taken a spur to the ribs. My grip tightens on the rail until the wood bites into my palms. Every nerve lights up, raw and alert, the way it does right before a fight or a fall—except this isn’t danger. This is worse. This is hunger.

It’s a woman and a horse sharing one nervous system, and I can’t look away.

She’s tucked low over the gray mare’s neck, hands quiet, body moving like liquid muscle. The mare reads the first barrel before they even reach it, no wasted motion, no hesitation. They’re one creature out there—power and precision wrapped in sweat-slick hide and denim. I’ve been around horses my whole life, but watching her ride feels obscene. Intimate. Like I’m seeing something I have no right to witness: the flex of her thighs, the way her hips roll with each stride, the fierce focus in her posture that makes my body tighten in response.

Jesus Christ.Heat coils low in my gut, heavy and immediate. My mouth goes dry. I couldn’t look away even if I wanted to.

She hits the second barrel so tight that the mare’s hindquarters dig in like a coiled spring, dirt spraying, muscles bunching and releasing in a burst of raw power. I feel it in my teeth, in my balls, a sympathetic jolt that leaves me half-hard and breathing through my nose like a bull in the chute. The gray mare explodes down the alley, and the woman on her back is pure fire—braid whipping, body low and locked in.

The time flashes on the board. Fastest of the night, by a margin that makes the rest look like amateurs.Lightning.Of course.

I file the name away and lie to myself that it’s all I’m going to do with it.

Caleb’s draw is that nasty buckskin that’s already sent two men to the dirt tonight. I force myself to watch him instead of scanning the stands for her number. The horse short-strides, then whips its ass sideways in that signature move. For eight seconds, I watch a man I care about trust his body not to betray him.

It almost holds.

Caleb’s good habits and bad knee betray him on the pickup. He slides sideways, and his knee folds wrong on the dismount. He hits the dirt, but he’s up before the clowns reach him, waving them off. The careful set of his shoulders tells me everything.

He doesn’t say anything when he gets back to the rail. That’s how I know it hurts.

Caleb goes quiet when he’s in pain.

We watch the rest of the card without talking. At some point, the barrel racing comes back around for the final run. I tell myself I won’t look for her number. I look for it anyway.

She takes the win by four hundredths of a second. The gray mare tosses her head coming back through the gate, and the woman on her back is grinning, dirt on her collar and her braid coming loose, lit up the way a person gets when they’ve done the thing they were made for.

Four hundredths of a second. The margin of a heartbeat.

Emotion twists hard behind my sternum. Not just want. Recognition. The kind that hurts because I know exactly how rare that feeling is.

I look away from the scoreboard and ask Caleb if he wants a drink.

The Honey Pot gets loud fast on a rodeo night, and loud on a rodeo night means shoulder to shoulder with men who are still buzzing from the arena. They’re still talking big, still wearing the hat like they rode something instead of watched.

Caleb finds me a corner of the bar rail, and I order two beers.

I stand with my back to the room, trying to keep the buzz at bay, but my body won’t settle. Every nerve is still humming from the arena.

Caleb is quiet in the way he is when his body has reminded him of the thing he lost—the riding, the career, the version of himself that existed before a bad draw and a knee took him out of it. I don’t try to fix it. I can’t fix it. I just stand next to it and wait for him to come back.

I’m waiting when she walks in.

The air shifts. Intention cuts through the noise like a hot knife. I look up, and there she is—same dirt-stained jeans, hat pushed back, braid half-undone, moving through the crowd with that same unhurried ease. No apology. No wasted steps. My stomach drops like I’ve stepped off a ledge.

She stops two feet to my left at the bar and signals to Emmett. I try to stare at my beer. Fail.

She’s already looking at me when I glance up—direct, assessing, hazel eyes catching green in the low light. My skin prickles. Heat rushes under it. I feel the pull low in my stomach again, thicker this time, heavier. The kind of draw that makes a man stupid.

A woman at a distance is a woman you can’t disappoint,I remind myself. I’ve been good at holding that distance for a long time.


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