I move my hips and sink a little deeper, gratified to feel her take me with no tension and no hitch in her breathing.
She feels fucking incredible, and it kills me that there is a point where this could hurt her.
I feel myself tense with that thought and force myself to relax.
“That’s it,” I tell her. “You’re doing so well. Keep going. I want you to feel so fucking good.”
I stroke in and out a few times and then try going deeper again.
And sure enough, there’s a point where I feel her tense.
She sucks in a quick breath, and I stop.
“Dammit,” she says, her voice broken.
I lift my head and look into her eyes.
She looks like she’s about to cry, and that I cannot handle.
I cup the back of her head.
“We have to stop,” I tell her.
She shakes her head. “Maybe it’ll get better.”
I frown. “I am not fucking you with pain just in case it gets better.”
Her eyes fill with tears, and I feel like someone is yanking my heart out of my chest.
I pull out and immediately sink to my knees. I kiss up her inner thigh, then lick over her clit. “Is this okay?” I ask.
She doesn’t reply. I look up. “Can I make you come like this?”
Her hands tangle in my hair. “You don’t have to.”
“I am going to make you come. If I can’t do it with my cock, I will do it this way.”
I lean in and start eating at her, licking and sucking until she’s gasping my name. I don’t add fingers. I just work at her sweet clit until she’s coming, gripping my hair and calling out my name.
Then I rise and pull her against my chest.
She starts to cry, and I feel my own eyes sting as I hold her.
It’s several minutes before she sniffs and pulls back. She wipes her eyes and then nudges me back.
I let her slide off the desk, pick up her underwear and pants, and disappear into her en suite bathroom.
I do a little clean up as well and straighten my clothes, shrugging back into my jacket.
Both of our phones are buzzing with texts, and I see that we’ve both missed phone calls.
I don’t give a fuck.
I want to sweep my wife up, take her home, and tuck her into her cozy space on the back patio with her big multicolored cushions, her twinkle lights, a milkshake, and her cat and ducks.
She emerges as I am scrolling through texts that are telling me reporters are waiting downstairs to interview us, the team is wondering where I am, and Iris has questions for me.
Astrid is completely put back together. She fixed her makeup, and she again looks like the kick-ass lady boss of the Rebel Revelers and Bayou Otters.