Page 52 of Expressionate
“Too bad.” He sighs, arm dropping off the frame. Turning towards the hall, he calls back to me over his shoulder, “I bet if you were with him, you’d fuck methen.”
He laughs as he walks away, but I feel shattered because I know he’s right. I would because Danny would ask, and I would close my eyes and spread my legs. The only reason I’m no longer with Danny is because he took it too far. He pushed me over the edge and, thankfully, pushed me so far into the dark, I finally got the courage to climbout.
19 years old…
My head danglesover the side of the bed as Danny pushes his cock between my lips. Grunting above me, he powers forward. I close my eyes against the sight of his hairy balls as another man – one I can’t even see, slides his lips up the inside of mythigh.
“God, she’s so smooth,” the other mansays.
“Isn’t she?” Danny laughs, his belly bumping my chin as he continues to fuck my mouth. “Go ahead, try her. She doesn’tmind.”
“You sure?” the guy asks, but I can already hear the condom wrapper ripping in the background. I fist my hands in the bedspread as he pushes my legs apart and moves between them. A cock touches my entrance and slidesinside.
“Oh fuuuuck,man.”
“Tight, isn’t it?” Danny asks. “Doesn’t matter how many times you fuck her, she stays tight. Believe me, this bitch is the realthing.”
Shame chokes me harder than anything Danny could shove down my throat. Two pairs of hands touch me, sliding over my legs and over my breasts, squeezing my nipples. “She likes it,” Dannylies.
I don’t. I don’t like it. I don’t want it. But Anne was right. This is the way I live. I need a man to take care of me. Danny is that man. It could beworse.
The man below raises my legs, squeezing them together and anchoring them over one shoulder. My abs hurt as he pounds me, pushing my legs closer to my chest as he leans over me. “Watch it!” Danny snaps, stilling in my mouth. “Just – fuck – hurry up and come. I want her pussynow.”
“What?” the guy grunts. “I thought you said I could take mytime.”
“When the fuck did I say that?” Danny snaps. I breathe slowly through my nose, smelling sex and sweat. Reaching up, I put my hands on Danny’s thighs and he backsup.
“What?” he snaps down atme.
“I need a breath,” I say, coughing and sucking downair.
He growls and closes a meaty palm around my throat. “Did I fucking say you could breathe?” he asks. My eyes widen as he holds me down. The guy belowstills.
“Hey, man, calmdown—”
“Shut the fuck up!” Danny says. “In fact, why don’t you get the fuck out?” Danny releases me and reaches for the guy, yanking him away as my legs fall. The unknown man’s cock falls out ofme.
Blinking in confusion – and a little bit of fear – I sit up as Danny drags the guy out into the hall. I hear yelling and then a punch being thrown before the front door opens and slams. I pull the bed sheet into my lap and up to cover mybreasts.
“What the fuck are you doing?” Danny demands as he stops in thedoorway.
“What the fuck areyoudoing?” I snapback.
Danny and I stare at each other for a long moment before he curses and comes into the room. “Fuck, Baby, I’m sorry. I just…” I watch him as he puts a knee on the edge of the mattress. His hairy chest moves in front of me. “I don’t know if I like letting you fuck other menanymore.”
I narrow my gaze at him. “I don’t go out and pick up the assholes thatyoubring back and ask me tofuck.”
“I know, I know.” Danny reaches for me, pulling me into his body. I go stiff. “You’re mine now, Baby. You’re all mine. I won’t do that anymore. Because you’re mine.” He cups my breasts and pulls back, pushing his face against mine until his lips are on my cheek, skimming across to mymouth.
Pull back, a small part of myself screams.Don’t. But I’ve trained myself too well. Iamhis, I realize. He owns me. Was I ever even mine? When did I hand over the deed to my body? Mysoul?
“Fuck, you feel so good,” Danny moans. I shiver as he shoves the sheet away and pulls my legs around his hips. I tilt my head back, looking up at the popcorn ceiling as he enters me. “I’ll never do that again,” he says against my throat. “You’re mine now. Onlymine.”
One. Two.Three.
He pushes me back until my spine is pressed hard against the bed and he’s hovering over me, all broad shoulders and belly. My breath catches in mythroat.
Four. Five.Six.
