Page 45 of Aaric
When Aaric finally releases me, my legs fall wide.I can’t find the energy to pull them together, and I don’t care.He’s had his mouth on my pussy.Why should I care if he can see it so openly?
He grabs a soft burp pad from the nightstand and wipes his lips, making me giggle.
Grinning, he stands to his full height and pops the button of his jeans.I watch intently as he lowers the zipper.My heart is racing as he shrugs out of both his jeans and his boxers.
Fifteen
Hannah
Lordy.
I swallow hard as my body starts trembling.
The truth is, I’ve never actually seen a man’s shaft.Aaric knows this.I’ve told him every detail of what happened to me the one and only time I had sex.He wanted to know what position I was in so that he doesn’t do the same thing and cause me any more trauma.
He listened without punching a hole in the wall while I told him how Jeremy came into my room, flipped me onto my stomach, yanked my panties off, shoved my legs open, and thrust into me.
There was a twitch in the corner of Aaric’s eye while I told him, and he gritted his teeth.I know he would have hunted Jeremy down and killed him if he’d still been alive.
A part of me felt incredible relief from putting that day to words, voicing my pain, sharing my burden with a man who adores me and worships the ground I walk on.
I love him to the deepest part of my soul.
Aaric climbs toward me and surprises me by dropping onto his back in the middle.“Come here, honey.”
I roll over and crawl to him, sitting awkwardly next to his hip.I purse my lips as I try to avoid looking directly at his erection.
He strokes my back.“You can touch my cock, sunshine.I don’t want you to feel nervous.Familiarize yourself with it.”
I swallow hard and lower my gaze.It’s so engorged and hard that it’s standing up a few inches above his stomach.It looks so smooth, which surprises me for some reason.I hadn’t expected that.There are thick veins running up the shaft, and the head looks like a mushroom.He told me it would.There’s a slit at the top, and precome is leaking out.He warned me about this, too.I’m grateful we’ve had a few candid discussions, even though they made me uncomfortable at the time.
I reach out and stroke a finger up his length.It is as smooth as it looks.“Well, it’s large, but it’s not as big as Eve’s head,” I mutter.
He chuckles.“No, honey, it’s not.You might still be sore from healing.Giving birth is hard on your body.But I’m guessing any pain will be fleeting.Just take it slow.”
I jerk my gaze to his.“Me?What do you mean?”
“Climb on the top of me, Hannah.Straddle my hips.Lower yourself over my shaft whenever you’re ready.”
I gasp.We didn’t talk about this.We only discussed him not holding me down face-first on the bed while he forced himself into me.
“I…” The words die on my lips.I can do this.Iwantto do it.It’s powerful.He’s giving me control.Ironic after he just milked me like a cow.He knows me so well.He’s perfectly aware of what will turn me on and what will freak me out.
Straddling his enormous thighs, I set my palms on his chest.
He reaches down and grips my butt cheeks.“Fuck, honey.You’re so gorgeous.You have no idea how sexy you look.I think I’ve died and gone to heaven.”
“What do I do?”
“Plant your feet or your knees next to my hips, whichever is more comfortable, then lift yourself.My cock will line up with your pussy all by itself.It knows where it belongs.Then lower onto me at whatever pace you want.”
I’m nervous and a bit embarrassed by my lack of experience and ignorance, but this is Aaric, my husband.He’s not laughing at me.He’s as kind and understanding as he always is.
I rise onto my knees, and sure enough, his erection pops up between my thighs, lodging at my entrance.
Aaric shudders.He grips my bottom again.“I need to warn you, honey… It’s been a long time since I last had sex.I’ve never done so without a condom, and my wife is so fucking sexy that I can’t breathe, so I’m probably going to last about five seconds.I suspect I’ll be able to recuperate and go again in a while because you make me so hard.”
“I want it to be good for you,” I tell him.
