Page 67 of False Start
“I know, but I wanted to.” I feel at ease when I’m with him, knowing that even at my lowest, Jake still finds me incredibly beautiful.
With one final kiss, he stands up, helping me up from my knees. “Come on, let's get in the bath and let me take care of you.” Grabbing my hand, he guides me into the bath before he steps behind me. He sits first before I sink into his chest, his arms wrapping around me and holding me tight to him as I let my guard down and embrace that this is where I was meant to be all along.
Chapter 26
Kailyn
Jake’s hands slowly and lazily glide up and down my stomach, soothing the cramps that come in every now and then as I snuggle further into his chest.
I can’t remember the last time I felt this relaxed, my walls nonexistent as I let this man take care of me, see my body, and my heart on full display along with all my vulnerabilities.
His hands start to travel further down my thighs as he parts my legs, his fingers gently circling my entrance.
“You don’t have to if you don’t want, Jake,” I whisper into the soft night air.
“I know I don’t have to do anything, but I want to. I want to make you feel as incredible as you just made me feel.” His fingers slowly part my pussy as his thumb gently and teasingly flicks back and forth over my aching clit, causing a moan to leave my slightly parted lips. “Plus, I heard somewhere that orgasms help alleviate cramps. I’m just taking care of my baby girl.”
His thumb continues to slowly tease my clit, his other hand gliding back out of the water, up my stomach andchest until he reaches my breast, pinching my nipple between his fingers. My body bucks forward at the contact, my moans growing louder as my eyes flutter shut.
“That’s it, baby girl. Let me hear those breathy moans of yours as I make you fall apart on my fingers.” His thumb continues to stroke my clit as his other fingers move further down until they’re lined up with my entrance. Picking up the pace, his thumb strokes faster, while his other hand plays with my breast, cupping the full weight of it as he pinches and plays with my nipple. I gasp at the friction, my moans increasing in volume, the sounds echoing off the shower walls and filling the otherwise silent room.
“Jake.” My moans are breathy, pleasure building up in my lower belly.
He hasn’t even pushed his fingers inside of me yet and I’m already close to reaching my orgasm. This man has always known how to turn me on, how to play with me and make me see stars with just the barest of touches. Even after everything that happened, after ten years apart, he still knows my body like no time has passed.
“Just like that, baby. Let me take care of your needs.”
“Please, Jake I…”
“What? Tell me what you want.”
The speed of his thumb increases, flicking back and forth over my sensitive and swollen clit, and I can feel my orgasm building higher and higher. My moans become breathier, and my brain becomes fogged over by the lust that I feel. Trying to form words feels impossible as I let myself submit to him, craving his touch and the way that he knows my body so well.
“Ugh…” Unintelligible words mixed with my moans leave my mouth. It’s become hard to form coherent words.
“I need you to form actual words, baby, or this stops. Tell me what you need from me, and it's all yours.”
My back arches into his touch as I feel him pulling away, my lust clouded brain suddenly pulled back into focus. With everything I can, I try to form words to tell him exactly what he wants to hear. “You…ugh…I need you.” His fingers let go of my breast and I feel him start to pull away, when I reach up and place it back on my breast. “I need you to fuck me with your fingers. Please, Jake.”
“Such a good girl for me.” With those words, he pushes two fingers inside of my entrance. It’s an electrifying explosion of pleasure and euphoria as he curls his fingers inside my walls, and then pulls them back out, setting a hard and fast pace. I feel the vibration of his moans as he sinks further into me, bringing me closer to my release. His fingers keep their pace, never faltering, and with another pinch to my nipple, I’m unraveling.
Coming undone, my orgasm rips through me. “Oh, God.”
My release explodes from me as he continues to fuck me with his fingers until I’m spent, sinking back into his chest.
Our heavy breaths mix together, my body settling into his as he gently pulls his fingers from my pussy. From this angle, I try to look up at him, seeing part of a lazy smile forming on his lips.
“What?”
“Oh, baby, there’s no God here, just me. And I’m all you’re ever going to need.” Laughter bubbles in my chest at his statement as I lift myself and turn around so I can see him.
“Okay, that’s the second time you’ve said something like that. Did you get those lines from one of my books?”
“I might’ve picked up a few things over the years.” He smirks. “It still doesn’t change that I meant every word. Mine is the only name that gets to leave those pretty lips when you come. I don’t ever want to hear you say another man's name.” The intensity and sincerity in his tone has me growing wet for him all over, and I push forward, kissing him with everything I have.
Kissing this man feels like coming home. Warmth and safety envelop me, filling my heart and making me melt into his embrace as I soak in this feeling. He kisses me back slow and lazily, taking his time to run his tongue across my lips and devour me. We sit there in the bath for a few more minutes, slowly making out until I start to feel the water becoming cold.
I pull back from his kiss, looking up at him with so much love in my eyes. “We should probably get out and clean up.”
