Cash moved her faster, drawing her up and down. She liked this position. She liked being able to look down at him, to feel his pecs moving under her hands.
“You’re so gorgeous,” she told him. He was always telling her how amazing she was, and she needed to tell him how she felt.
“Fuck, baby, I’m not the amazing one. Keep moving. That’s it. God, you feel so good.”
His finger moved to her clit, rubbing it gently as though he knew how sensitive it was. But it wasn’t long until she was breathing heavily and clenching down around him.
Then, suddenly, he rolled them so he was on top and she wrapped her legs around him as he pushed deep inside her.
“Fuck,” he moaned. “I’m so close again. Come with me, baby.”
“I can’t! I can’t!” she cried.
He smacked the side of her thigh. “Do as you’re told!”
Reaching between them, he played with her clit until she reached that peak, crashing over with a scream that would likely scare the neighbors.
It was followed quickly by his own moan of pleasure as he came. Then he collapsed next to her, both of them breathing heavily.
And she stared up at the ceiling with a huge smile on her face.
This was her life now.
And it was amazing.
59
“What do you mean I’m still owed a punishment?” she asked as she stared at Cash across the table, her mug of coffee lifted halfway to her mouth.
“Did you think that I’d forgotten about last night?” He raised his eyebrow. “The way that you stood between me and Dante?”
“I’m not allowed to stand in front of you?” she asked.
“You know what I’m talking about, and it’s nothing to do with standing in front of me. It’s to do with you getting between me and danger. If there’s any sort of danger, you are to be behind me and safe. You are never to protect me.”
“That doesn’t seem fair,” she said. “You deserve protection too.”
He shook his head and pointed at her. “Get that right out of your head, baby. You do not protect me. Ever. You will obey me in this.”
She swallowed heavily. He was very stern and she knew he expected that she would do as he said. But she wasn’t so certain. If he was in danger, she was going to do whatever she could to save him.
That’s what you did for the people you loved.
“You put yourself in danger, and that’s against the rules. You break the rules, you get punished. You know this. After breakfast, we’re going to take care of that so then we can spend the rest of the day together relaxing. I thought we could find a space to set up where your Little could play. Unless you want to move. This might feel more like a bachelor pad.”
Move? She didn’t need to move. This place felt just fine to her.
“I like it here.”
“Good. I don’t know what to do about Ralen’s stuff,” he said. “I think we’ll just put it all in his bedroom and then shut the door. I mean, he could be back in a few months. Who knows? Dante will get over his snit soon enough.”
She bet he would never tell Dante to his face that he was having a snit. Not if he wanted to come out of that conversation alive.
“I think that’s a good idea,” she said. “And my Little doesn’t need a special area. I just need a spot to set up a desk for work. It doesn’t have to be big. I also have to order a desk and computer. I can even get a laptop if that’s easier, so I don’t need a desk.”
How many rooms would there even be in this apartment? Two bedrooms? Maybe there was a third?
“No, you won’t just have a little corner of the room. You’ll have as much room as you need,” he told her firmly. “We can always knock through to the apartment next door if we need to.”