He flips the switch.
Pain detonates across my nerves.
When it stops, I’m panting, sweat dripping off my jaw.
“You could end this,” he says. “All of it.”
I lift my head slowly.
“No,” I say hoarsely. “You can’t.”
He frowns.
“Why not?”
“Because you don’t own what you’re asking for.”
They never understand that part.
That what I’m protecting isn’t just data.
It’s a future I’m not allowed to imagine too clearly.
A woman who deserves a life without war following her like a shadow.
I don’t frame it like that in my head.
I just don’t answer their questions.
I just keep breathing.
I just keep standing up when they tell me to.
I just keep refusing to give them anything that matters.
Years in, one of the guards tosses me a towel after a particularly ugly session.
“You’re a stubborn son of a bitch,” he says.
I wipe blood from my mouth.
“Still here, though.”
He studies me for a second.
“Why?”
I meet his eyes.
“Because someone I care about is somewhere I’m not,” I say quietly. “And I don’t get to quit until that stops being true.”
He looks away first.
The cell hums.
The vent clicks.
The light dims.