Page 66 of In My Heart
Arran’s words were like a safety blanket – I was safe with them. They played through my mind until all of my anxiety and need for control slipped away. I left the control to them instead, relaxing into doing nothing but feeling every kiss, every touch, every graze of teeth against my nipples.
“That’s it. Let yer knees drop to the side now so Cal can make ye feel good.” Arran’s voice came from nowhere, and I snapped my eyes open, looking at Cal, who was patiently waiting before me, for me to follow the instruction.
He must have seen the hesitation on my face, because he smiled softly, instantly setting me at ease with the gentleness I knew so well from him. He wrapped his hand around my ankle and just held it, showing me that he was there, but not rushing or pushing me.
“Such a brave, tough wee thing, ye are,” Arran praised me when I finally gave in and dropped my knees.
He leaned round to kiss me and I twisted enough to get to him. The kiss was wild and desperate. Arran cupped both of my breasts in his huge rough hands, as I felt Cal spreading me open.
Then there was so much sensation at once. Cal’s mouth was on me, sucking gently on my clit as he pushed two fingers in and out of me. Arran’s hands were everywhere, always returning to my breasts. He tweaked and plucked my nipples, teasing and toying with me, pushing me higher and higher, while Cal drove me wild with the things he did with his tongue and his thick fingers.
A loud moan flew from me as the sensations started to build into something powerful.
“Come for us when yer ready, wee one,” Arran told me.
I was so close. The feeling inside me was intense and more than anything I had ever known. I’d never had an orgasm that wasn’t by my own hand. The consensual sex I’d had before then, had never even come close to what I was feeling right there in that moment.
Cal and Arran worked so perfectly together, their attention wholly on me, never wavering. It was perfect, the both of them close. I felt like we were tuned into each other in a way that made everything else fade. The only sound was me panting and moaning in pleasure. Cal and Arran seemed as lost to the moment as I was. The room, the rain, the world outside - it all faded to insignificance until there was only us.
The calm was shattered as I finally let go, and a cry ripped from me. The orgasm washed over me like a tidal wave. It was unlike anything I had ever known, read, or dreamt about. Amazing.
Arran held me tight as I came down a little, my entire body relaxing, everything around me feeling hazy, but in a wonderful way.
But Cal only stopped for a moment, then he dove right back in, and kept going. His tongue moved faster against my clit, his fingers thrusting into me again.
“Cal!” I gasped as I sat up and looked to him, but he didn’t even lift his head. “I…I don’t think…I c-can’t!” I panted breathlessly.
I tried to reach down and grab him, but Arran took my hands in his and pulled me back against him.
“Arran…”
“Ye can give us one more, lass. Just stop thinking and feel,” he commanded.
“I don’t know…” I began, but he cut me off.
“I do. Come once more fer us.”
Arran held on to my hands and I relaxed back against him, not wanting the moment to end. Cal was basically torturing me, as sensitive as I was now, but it was a good kind of torture and the next orgasm swept over me all at once, even more intense than the first.
My breath grew uneven, my thoughts and everything around me blurring at the edges as pleasure seemed to crash over me with such force. The previous haziness turned into a humming peace which I felt like I was floating in. It was more calm than I had ever known and I never wanted it to end.
Then the real world started to return, their voices echoing in my mind, low and steady, guiding, reassuring, pulling me back to them.
“Come back now, Cara,” Cal uttered.
“That’s it, darlin’. Open yer eyes now. We’re here wi’ ye,” Arran added softly.
I didn’t realise that I was crying until I felt one of them wipe the tears away from my cheeks.
“Did we push too far?” Cal asked, his voice filled with concern now.
“No, lad. She’s just overwhelmed. She’ll be just fine,” Arran assured him.
I felt a blanket being wrapped around me, and Arran held me tighter against his body. I knew I had to return to reality, so I opened my eyes and fought the strange feeling that I wanted to cry again.
“Hi,” Cal said when I looked to my right and found him sat at Arran’s side watching me with worry.
“Hey,” I smiled and reached for him, relieved when he clutched my hand in his.
