Page 67 of Secrets and Lies

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Anthony: are you not picturing a face to keep him anonymous, or is there something hiding him from you?

West: both

West: sometimes it feels like I’m just not seeing him because I don’t want to give him a face

West: but other times he’s wearing a mask so I can’t see who he is

Anthony: do you like that he wears a mask?

West: yes

So West likes masks. That’s a pretty specific kink. Does it have anything to do with what happened at the Hunt? Did he already have a thing for masks, or is he into them because of me?

A strange sense of pride tickles my chest, and my dick throbs with need as I remember exactly how West looked and felt whileI got us off that night. And the idea that he might be into masks because of me is way hotter than it should be.

Anthony: why?

West: I don’t know

Anthony: yes you do

Anthony: tell me

West: I like that he could be anyone

Anthony: what else do you like?

West: that he can see me but I can’t see him

Anthony: and?

West: and it’s hot?

Anthony: why is it hot

West: because he wants me and I have no idea who he is

Anthony: do you fight him when you wake up?

West: no

Anthony: do you like when he’s in control and can do anything he wants to you?

There’s another pause, then his message pops up in the thread.

West: yes

Anthony: when was the last time you thought about that?

West: last night

Anthony: did you come?

West: yes

West: so on a scale of 1 to get thee to a nunnery, how fucked up am i?

Anthony: based on that fantasy, I’d give you a 3

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