Page 51 of Take Me On (Pushing the Limits 4)
“Can you register West for the fight? The one in two months?” I made a mistake by speaking the words aloud and now John’s too near a subject that causes absolute panic.
“Haley—”
“I just need you to register him.” My chest constricts and my throat swells. “Please.”
He sighs, then flicks a pen across the desk. “Jax said your new boyfriend has a problem with Matt. Is that the reason for this? Are you training him so they can take out their differences in the cage?”
That sounded pathetic out loud, but it’s better than the previous conversation. “West and Conner have issues.” John’s been around Black Fire fighters long enough to understand that means West has a problem with that entire gym, Matt included.
He gestures with his chin toward West. “Should I be worried about you and him?”
“He’s harmless.”
“You said the other one was harmless, too.”
It would have been less painful if John had taken a railroad spike and driven it into my skull. I do only what I can do: change the subject. “Take West on. You can train him a million times better than I can.”
“You know the old saying about teaching a man how to fish?”
That he can feed himself. “Yeah.”
He motions with his hand that I have my answer, but I don’t. Instead I have a raised brow. Maybe Grandpa’s drinking again. “Does that mean you’re training him?”
“It means if you agree to spar, like we negotiated earlier, then I’ll help you train him.”
Whaaaat? “But if you train him, he can fight all the fish he wants.” Or something like that.
John scratches the back of his head. “Hays, I need you to learn how to fight.”
“I know how to fight.” Each word comes out slowly, as if I don’t believe it myself.
“No, you don’t.”
I want to ask him what he means—what he’s hoping for—but there are things so dark and dirty and hopeless inside me that I’d prefer everyone, like me, continue to ignore they exist.
“The fight,” I say. “Will you register him?”
“Is he eighteen?” John asks. “If not, no. Even better, if he’s a minor, I want his parents’ permission to be standing in my gym and if he’s eighteen, then he’s got a shitload of forms to fill out. I’m not looking for anyone to sue my ass when he dies.”
I roll my eyes at his last statement if only because he’s putting my worst fear for West into words. “West! Are you eighteen?”
Say no. Say no. Say no. Legal age to fight MMA in Kentucky is eighteen.
“You don’t know your boyfriend’s age?” asks John. I ignore him because...well...
really? If West and I were a for real couple, his birthday would be hearted in red on my calendar. Okay, maybe not my style, but still...
From across the room, West nods and I mumble, “Damn.” So much for an easy way out. West struts in my direction and I push off the wall. If John isn’t training him, then I’d like to permanently avoid introductions.
“Will you do it?” I ask John as I back away. “Will you register him?”
“If he’s got the money for the fees, then I’ll get him in.” He holds his fingers up in the air and rubs them together. “And for that you stay in my gym until the end of summer.”
My hands slam onto my hips. “Summer?”
“Take it or leave it.” John focuses on the computer again.
“Fine.” I’ve become an indentured servant teaching myself how to fish in the desert without a net or a pole.
