Page 160 of Filthy Beautiful
I feltempty.
I wantedhimto fill me up.
“Is this… like a bandage situation?” I asked him, giggling weirdly. I barely recognized the sound of my own voice, all husky and strange. I’d never been turned on the wayhecould turn me on. “Like the faster we just rip it off, the better?”
“I don’t know,” he said, kissing his way around my left breast at an insanely leisurely pace.
“What do you mean? How can you not know…?”
“Well,” he said dryly, “I’ve never been a chick…”
“Right. But… didn’t you, I don’t know… talk to the other girls? Like, didn’t they tell you how it felt?”
He glanced up into my eyes. “Other girls…?”
“You know. The other virgins.”
He kissed his way around my nipple in a slow circle, making me wait for his response. “What other virgins?”
“The other virgins you had sex with.”
He just looked up at me and kept kissing my breast.
“You know,” I said. “Before this…”
He said nothing. Just swiped his tongue, slowly, around my nipple.
“Wait. You never had sex with any other virgins, before this?”
“Nope.”
I stared at him. “Like… even when you were one?”
“Even when I was one.” He kissed his way slowly up my chest toward my neck.
“Oh.” I didn’t really know what to do with that information. I was kinda… shocked. “Um. Well… that’s cool? Like, this is kinda your first time, too, then. I mean, not your first time at sex, but your first time at… something.” God, I was nervous. I was totally babbling.
“I guess so.”
I wrapped my hand around the back of his neck and pulled him a little closer. “I think I like it. Being your first.” I whispered in his ear, “Your first virgin. I’m deflowering you.”
He chuckled.
“What?” I teased. “You can only have one first time, you know.”
He looked at me then, with humor, and such… tenderness? And I melted all over in this molten rush of lust and affection.
“That’s true.”
His hand was still between my legs. I’d kind of gotten used to the rhythm of it. But then he delved his fingers down and caressed my opening… and my pussy squeezed.
I almost bit my tongue.
But he didn’t push inside me.
“So… should we just… do it now?”
“Do what?” His face was close to mine, and his eyes were dark with lust… but he still didn’t seem to be in any hurry.
