Page 64 of Dirty Like Zane
One hand on my hip, one hand on the small of my back, he filled me slowly, again and again, working his way deeper each time… until I’d taken every inch of him and he was pressed up tight againstme.
Then he gripped my hips with both hands and started giving it to mehard.
He grunted as he hammered into me, deep and unforgiving. I wanted it hard. I wanted him to punish me. I wanted him to make me feel bad andoh-so-good.
I wanted him to forgiveme.
I wanted him to tell me, without any words, that he would always, always wantme.
In the throes of arousal, it didn’t feel so wrong to beselfish.
I’d take whatever Zane would giveme.
And he gave it to megood.
Then he stopped, suddenly, and pulledout.
I criedout.
He turned me around and laid me out on the bed, on my back, yanking my panties down my legs and off over my shoes. He moved on top of me, wrapping my legs high around his waist as he filled me again. This time, facing me as he fuckedme.
As he fucked meslow.
With his eyes onmine.
His blond hair fell over me, his breath warmed my face and his lips hovered an inch frommine.
I was in his face, and hewantedme in hisface.
Zane always wanted me in his face when he fuckedme.
And with his face so close to mine, it hit me all at once: how afraid I’d been, when he wasn’t talking to me, that he wanted me out of hislife.
I didn’t even think about myjob.
Notonce.
The fear that I might get fired because he didn’t want me around hadn’t even crossed mymind.
I was only worried that Zane didn’t want to see me again. When I’d thought he might really be mad enough to turn his back on me, that was all I caredabout.
I was afraid of losinghim.
Not myjob.
Him.
“Maggie…” he whispered, and I kissed him. I didn’t always kiss him while we fucked, but I kissed him now. “Fuck, you taste likebooze…”
“Then don’t taste me,” Ipanted.
“You smell likebooze.”
“Then don’t smellme.”
But I kissed him again, and he didn’t pull away. He kissed me back as I devoured him with desperate, hungry little moans, sucking at hismouth.
For once, my wall had come crashing completelydown.
