Deepened.
We grew more complicated and more entwined, and I became more unable to imagine any kind of life withouthim.
The feel of Zane inside me? Pure ecstasy… far beyond any mere sexual pleasure I’d everexperienced.
I felt himeverywhere.
I wanted himeverywhere.
And I wanted him to feel everything I wasfeeling.
“Harder,” I breathed. “Fuck me harder, Zane. Hard…hard…”
I urged him deeper with my hips, urged him to fuck me harder with my ragged pleas. I yanked him against me, taking his full weight as he grasped my hands, lacing his fingers through mine. He pinned my hands on either side of my head as he fucked me and I begged him as I kissed him, “I need you… I need you to fuck me for hours… We can’t leave. We can never leave this room. I need you to fuck me like thisforever.”
“We can’t,” he breathed. “I’m useless with you. Can’t last for two fucking seconds,Maggs…”
“Fuck that…” I gripped his hands tight and bucked up against him, meeting every thrust as I rolled my hips, my focus shifting completely at his words. “Just come. I want to feel youcome.”
“Youfirst…”
“Fuck. No… I want you to come. Right now. Just come,baby…”
“Maggie…”
“Yeah…”
He panted heavily as he picked up speed. His hips slammed roughly against mine and I fucking loved it. I crossed my feet behind his back, locking them at the ankles, squeezing him in a vice grip. I gripped his hands as tightly as I had at the tattoo parlor, probably cutting offblood.
And I felt it, everywhere, when he started to come… The familiar feelings as his body started to lock up, muscles flexing. The hitch in his rough breaths. The way his cock seemed to swell and stiffen, right before the orgasmpeaked.
And when it did… I felt him pulse inside me severaltimes.
Andfuck, thatfeeling…
He groaned into my neck, lost in pleasure as my body gripped his, savoring his release… and I felt my own climax building. I was on the edge, my body raw with desire, every nerve humming and striving for thatpeak…
I rubbed myself against him, trembling, and the slight movement was enough to set me off. I cried out, biting his shoulder as the pleasure soared through my body and my headspun.
When we’d both panted through our release and started kissing again, making out even as we fought to catch our breath… wrapped in one another’s arms, our bodies still locked together… I felt it. I felt how different thiswas.
I didn’t want to avoidthis.
I wanted to stay right here in Zane’s arms and feelthis.
I wanted to feel his love forme.
I wanted to love him, and I didn’t even feel scared. In this moment… there was so much love and I was so full of it… there was no room forfear.
I knew we’d end up here, naked together, eventually. Sooner or later… we’d be hereagain.
But this time… the sex was different. Instead of some desperate, anger-fueled frenzy or some brutal tug-of-war, it was like jumping off a cliff—together.
Like plummeting into a space where nothing existed exceptus.
It was like falling… deep. Deep into something I’d never be able to understand until I was init.
It wasn’t just what I felt for Zane or what he felt forme.