Page 79 of Finding His Happiness
Oh.
I could answer that.
“I’m clean, Master.” I had a routine to make sure I could always be ready at the optimal times for sexual contact. “You like surprising me with scenes, so I’ve planned for that.”
His lips twitched but he nodded slowly. “I am a very lucky Master.”
Because I was smart and had gotten all clean before we’d left the house to go get groceries. I hadn’t expected it to be that stressful, but it was done and I’d made Master excited.
I wasn’t sure how to respond, though, so I just waited for him to make all the decisions.
Being a sub was much better than being the Dom.
“I’m a very lucky Master who’s going to thoroughly enjoy my boy.” His thumb stroked over my cheek as he nodded to himself, but it didn’t matter what he was deciding, so I stayed quiet. “Inhale and let it out slowly.”
Obeying made him smile. “That was very good.”
“Thank you, Master.” Doing it again as he studied my face, I let the air out slowly because that was the way he liked it best.
After a few breaths and a forehead kiss, he moved his hand away. “Stand up for me.”
He was ready.
Relief flooded through me and it was so good I felt almost lightheaded as I stood up. “Hands up.”
No questions.
No decisions.
Before I could think about anything, he had me naked and was running his hand over my head again. “Are there any limits I need to know about right now? Anywhere you don’t want touched?”
I knew better than to answer without thinking about it, so I closed my eyes and took a deep breath as I took stock of myself.
One of the subs I’d seen online had talked about it like that and it’d been confusing at first but now I knew what he’d meant.
“My brain is really heavy but the body parts you can see are fine.” I wasn’t sure what I wanted—I never knew that—but that wasn’t what he’d asked me.
“Thank you for thinking about that carefully.” Taking my hand, he led me over to the bed while I just kept my eyes closed because that felt best. “You’re doing a wonderful job of handling a lot, so I’m going to handle that heavy brain problem.”
He was going to make it nice and light, just like he made the rest of me feel as he picked me up and set me on the bed. “On your knees. I’ll keep you steady.”
Master always knew what to do.
“Good boy.” When I was on my knees with my butt on my heels, he slowly relaxed his hold on my arms. “Can you sit carefully for me?”
“Yes, Master.” He didn’t tell me to open my eyes, so I didn’t. “I won’t move.”
I didn’t feel close enough to the edge of the bed for it to be a problem, but I was very steady anyway. He must’ve believed me because I got another head kiss. “Good boy.”
My heavy brain liked being his good boy, but I couldn’t wait for him to fix the rest of it.
I’d done a good job with closing my eyes, though. That helped more than I’d realized and I’d figured it out on my own. “I...I think I like not being able to see.”
He might need to know that, so I wasn’t worried about it being random and weird. Masters needed to know things like that so they could make good decisions for their subs. Yes. Mine knew that too because he made his pleased sound. “I think that would be fun to explore in a variety of ways.”
Yes, I’d been right.
“Have you figured out anything else you like?” Before I could answer, I heard him move around and he kept explaining his thoughts. “I’ve decided I underestimated how much I liked seeing you naked. I think I’m going to look for ways to decorate you so you look even more naked.”
