Page 19 of Finding His Happiness
Pain seemed to be relative when it came to BDSM, but I couldn’t mentally put myself into the right position to understand it.
“Not in the way you’re using the word pain.” He let out a deep sigh that was almost another moan as I wrapped my lips around his nipple and sucked. He seemed to be doing his best to keep processing my question but his hips jerked again and he sounded like he had to work at concentrating.
He liked that part and it seemed to be relaxing as well, so I continued sucking on him. “That’s...so distracting.”
Ha.
“Think of it like constant firm reminders that your body belongs to me.” His tone said he would enjoy that. “We’ll have to find a way to explore the sensations so you know how they feel.”
Releasing his nipple, I nodded. “Yes, thank you. Would you need to put your cock inside me for us to explore that? It happens a lot in male-on-male sexual encounters.”
His groan was similar to the moan I got when I sucked on his nipples but deeper and different in some way. “I’m definitely going to jerk off to that idea later. But we don’t need to do that to practice how the cage would feel when it bounced.”
“Alright.” Eventually I’d have to reinforce our conversation on not having negative associations with my butt, however, that could wait until I had more information. “Thank you for explaining how you’re going to jerk off later.”
“You’re...welcome...” He moaned out the appropriate response but I made it more difficult when I wrapped my lips around his nipple again. “You’re going to be doing this in my fantasy too.”
Because he gave good instructions and was patient with me and that allowed me to do a good job at it.
“Naked and with your cage.” His voice was lower and something about it was very nice too. “That was a really good idea.”
This wasnotas complicated as everyone had made it out to be.
It made me wonder what else I had good ideas about and I couldn’t help thinking about the things I’d read about in my research on ways to find happiness. Relaxing might not have been the most accurate word but it was as close as I could come. There was just something pleasant about using his body to soothe myself and pleasuring him at the same time. “That’s my good boy.”
No one had ever called me that.
“You’re making me feel incredible and I love how hard you’re making me.” Still stroking my head, his voice was quiet and deep as I continued to explore his chest. “My good boy.”
Humming to let him know I was listening must’ve felt nice to him as well because he moaned again and his hands tightened. “Time for me to explore my boy.”
Me.
That was me.
Releasing his body, I rested my cheek on his chest and closed my eyes. “I made you feel very good.”
“You’re right.” He even sounded pleased still as he ran his hand over my head. “I think that means this was something we’d both like to do again.”
“I agree.” My first trip to a BDSM club was going better than I’d expected. “We know I like several forms of cuddling and using my mouth on your chest.”
“That’s a great start.” He lifted his head, pressing a kiss to the top of mine. “What do you think about letting me explore your nipples now?”
That he made me feel very comfortable in new situations.
“You liked it and it isn’t painful or stressful.” There were a lot of other things that would’ve been harder to process.
“That’s right.” He used his strength to shift me to the side so I was resting against him instead of on top of him. “And we’re pretty sure you’re going to like being restrained and to feel my body on yours.”
“Full-body cuddles.” Muscles could be very useful. “And we’ll simply catalogue how I react.”
Nodding, my Dom stretched up and kissed my head again. “It’s all good information and will be helpful to us in the long run.”
I really should’ve looked into male-on-male intimacy earlier...this was much easier than dating women.
Chapter 7
Mostly Confident Dom
