Page 7 of Finding His Happiness
“My butt is on display but not my cock.” That was actually very hidden because of the way I was curled around him. “Is that the part of the body that’s the focus with male-on-male intimacy and BDSM?”
I wasn’t really sure what he would say because the internet had given me a variety of strange responses. It’d been so confusing I’d given up. The internet made men seem as difficult to understand as women, but it didn’t feel that way now. “It’s okay if you like them or you don’t. I’m just trying to understand.”
“I’m going to stick with what I like and how I view male bodies, but this answer will vary for most people.” Unfortunately he was right, but my sigh made him chuckle. “I think your ass is very nice because of its shape and the way I think it will fit in my hands.”
“You do have large hands.” Mine were average for my size, so I was just grateful I was in proportion and didn’t look odd.
“They’re good sometimes but awkward others. Try threading a needle when your fingers are this big.” Another logical response. “But they’re good for holding a sub down or giving a spanking.”
I had questions about those, but he continued before I could pick which one to ask first. “But I find penises attractive, soft and erect, and I can appreciate a variety of sizes. There are a lot of areas of the body that are fun to touch and use to give pleasure, and that’s what I like best.”
“I saw that mentioned online, so it might be more common in Doms than I expected.” They weren’t like other men I’d run into before. “Enjoying parts for how you can play with them and not just for what they look like. I think that’s more logical than simply finding a body part erotic.”
That was confusing.
“I hadn’t really thought about it like that but you have a point.” He might like my ass but I liked being right better, and he was very good at acknowledging when I was right. “I like hearing how you see things. It’s making me have to think about BDSM and what I like in a man.”
He just kept getting better and better.
“I like talking, so I think we’re compatible on that part at the very least.” We’d see how we worked with everything else. Unfortunately, I was fairly certain the lawyer wouldn’t consider this finding happiness yet.
I was making progress, though.
“What other forms of lap sitting are there? This one is nice but I’m a little worried I’ll fall asleep. I’m enjoying the way you’re stroking my head more than I expected.” For a moment I worried he might get offended, but he was just as logical as I thought he’d be and made a pleased sound. “Relaxing more would be a bad decision.”
Laughing softly, he nodded. “This time. But I have a question before we move to the next type.”
Hmm.
“You look sneaky.” He was enjoying whatever he was thinking at the very least.
Yes. His grin just got wider, so I knew I’d read him correctly.
“I find it to be a sexier form of lap sitting, so I would like to know your name before you turn me on more than you already have.”
I’d turned him on?
Really?
This wasn’t turning out anything like I’d expected.
Chapter 3
Still a Confused Dom
How was he shocked?
My being turned on surprised him so much he frowned and shook his head like he might have water in his ears. “Really?”
His dating history must’ve been spectacularly bad for that to be what truly confused him.
“Yes.” What was the best way to explain it logically, though? “I’m enjoying holding you and when you combine that with the way I’m getting to caress you and how good our conversation is going, it’s making me hard and I’m mentally reminding myself of the boundaries we’ve set because that’s very important to me.”
My new friend blinked a few times before he seemed to process what I’d said. “I’ve been doing my best not to wiggle on you. It seemed rude.”
His brain was a wonderful place.
“I appreciate you thinking of me, but an erection never killed anyone.” My response got a grin from him and I couldn’t resist stroking his head. “Do you want to wiggle and deliberately turn me on? Some people would enjoy the...the fucking with someone aspect.”
