Page 32 of Finding His Happiness
Ugh.
“Um, well, admittedly my first thought was that it was interesting. I’ve never done anything like this so a lot of my thoughts were very practical.” When that didn’t frustrate him, I decided to continue explaining. “But I enjoyed knowing you were getting pleasure and helping you reach that point was...fulfilling? I might need to work on finding a more accurate description but I think that’s close enough.”
“I’m glad you found it fulfilling.” There wasn’t a hint of teasing in his soft, pleased tone which made me feel even better. “Do you think it’s your submissive side enjoying finding a new way to make me happy?”
That seemed dangerously close to something he could worry about based on our previous conversations, so I tried to answer carefully and thoroughly.
“Yes, I think making you happy in a new way made my submissive side very happy.” I’d just never thought about it before starting on this interesting journey. “However, that should also be considered selfish in some way or self-pleasing, maybe, because it’s made me feel very good. This is not something where the positive aspects only go one way.”
I really needed a more comprehensive vocabulary about this lifestyle, but that probably meant I needed to explore more of it.
My Dom chuckled again. “Trying to make sure I don’t worry, huh?”
“Possibly, but I think we should call it giving you thorough communication and I was very accurate in my explanation.” His soft laugh said he liked my answer. “I can also feel pride because I helped make you orgasm.”
“You did, sexy boy.”
Me.
That was so strange.
“Good boys who help their Doms deserve a reward.” His teasing tone sent a shiver through me even though I couldn’t have said why. “I’m going to have to think about that for our first date.”
He still wanted a date?
This was going much better than trying to date vanilla people, as the internet called them.
“If I help you have another orgasm will that get you to tell me what my reward is going to be?”
Hmm...laughter.
So probably not but it seemed like he’d enjoyed the question?
“Trying to bribe your Dom.” His tsking sound wasn’t believable at all considering the smile in his voice. “I think you’re trying to make sure a spanking is included in that reward.”
Funishments.
He was talking about funishments.
“According to everything I’ve read, sometimes that’s just what a sub needs.” I wasn’t sure I understood it, but that was what everyone else said. “And based on how much you like my ass, I think you’d enjoy staking a claim to it.”
“I think that’s a very interesting plan.” His almost purred-out response had my confidence level rising. “But there’s one thing I need from you before I’m willing to even think about caging you again and bending you over and marking that sexy ass.”
One thing?
Oh.
My name.
Well, at the very least it was a safety issue we needed to address.
If something went wrong, he needed to be able to tell first responders who I was. Not knowing that would give outsiders the wrong opinion.
“I can’t just keep calling you my Dom in my head, so you need to give me that one thing too.” His chuckle said I’d managed to tease him correctly. “I like the possessive nature of it, but eventually I’ll need to know other options for what to call you.”
Something about the pleased hum he made said his teasing was incoming. “Oh, you mean something like Master?”
I hadn’t said that out loud, had I?
