Page 13 of Finding His Happiness
Sighing was not polite but I did it anyway.
“I don’t want to hurt your feelings if we discover you being naked is more stressful than I think. You might end up feeling bad about your penis. I’ve heard stories of things like that. Men get traumatized and I don’t want that to happen to you.” Even I’d heard stories of men struggling with their self-image, so it had to happen on a regular basis.
“You are the sweetest sub I’ve met in a very long time.”
Really?
“You need to meet nicer people.”
There was no way I was as sweet as he seemed to think—or as funny.
“Are you laughing?”
He was but being cornered on it had his chest jerking again. “Silent doesn’t count.”
He was ridiculous...but since I might find that to be an attractive quality, I wasn’t going to complain. “We’re going to have a talk about that once I figure out if it’s cute or not.”
That didn’t help his laughter problem, but I didn’t seem to mind.
Especially because it got me another head kiss.
“Alright. Time for attention from my boy.” My Dom shifted so he was looking down at me. “And some privacy so we can try out another lap position.”
More cuddling.
It was entirely possible that finding things that made me happy wasn’t going to be as hard as I’d thought.
Chapter 5
Slightly More Confident Dom
“His mood swings are making me question his mental health.” My new friend looked like he wanted to stomp his feet and explain how frustrating Conner was to anyone who’d listen. “Why was he so happy? Was it something about you?”
I didn’t think he was jealous but I also wasn’t entirely sure what he was thinking as we went down the hall to the private rooms. “He was pleased that his matchmaking seemed to be working.”
“I’m honestly surprised it did. He’s dramatic but I guess that can go with being smart as well.” He seemed to doubt that but I thought it was his attempt at being polite.
Maybe?
“Smart people can come in a variety of packaging.” Like grumpy and foot-stomping dramatic. “I’m only focused on yours, though.”
That had him shaking his head like he thought I might have a few screws loose, but his reaction might’ve been thrown by all the interesting rooms we were passing.
“Why was there a doctor’s office in that last room?” His question was serious, so I answered it that way.
“Some people find it erotic. I’ve heard people explain it as a taboo fantasy and others say it’s because of the embarrassment or humiliation aspect of it.” What else? “There could also be fantasies of a scientific nature for some people? It’s definitely got loss of control aspects to it.”
His frown said he was thinking about it but he seemed to brush it aside as I let us into our room. “Oh. This is interesting.”
Because it was so innocent looking?
Letting him process for a moment, I waited in silence and kept my hands to myself as he studied the large bed in one corner and looked around at the small wardrobe that I knew held a variety of interesting gear.
When he finally let out a breath and glanced back at me, I knew he was ready for us to go deeper into the room. “I’ve never been in bed with someone like this before. Although I did share a bed with other kids as a child. So I’m not completely unfamiliar with the concept.”
I was starting to understand why Conner asked if he’d been raised on Mars.
“You keep teasing me with such sexy firsts, I’m going to have to jerk off twice before I go to bed later.” That had him blinking a few times before he swallowed and reached behind us to shut the door.
