Page List

Font Size:

I take another long drink.

The whisky doesn’t numb anything anymore.

It just amplifies the pain.

Jamie studies me like I’m some fascinating medical specimen under a microscope.

“So that’s why she looked devastated this afternoon? Because you ended your little performance?”

I freeze.

The glass stops halfway to my mouth.

“What?”

“I ran into her near the paddocks. She’d been crying.”

Something twists violently in my chest.

“When I asked what was wrong, she said it was nothing.”

He watches me with a new kind of intensity now.

Harder.

“But I know her. It wasn’t nothing.”

Silence stretches between us.

I grip my glass hard enough that it could shatter.

“What did you do?”

His voice has changed completely.

No empathy left now.

Only accusation.

I close my eyes.

“I told her the truth. That there’s nothing between us. That this was all just an arrangement. Nothing more.”

“Even though it’s a lie?”

“It’s not a lie.”

“You’re lying.”

I hear him lean closer.

“I saw the way you look at her. You’re in love with her. So why are you lying?”

I open my eyes again.

The room tilts slightly from the alcohol.

Or maybe that’s just my entire world collapsing.