But that's exactly why I couldn't owe him.
"Sebastian," I said, trying to keep my voice calm. "Thank you. But—"
"No buts." He cut me off, smiled. "You don't have to say anything. I just wanted to say that. Now I've said it, I'll go."
He grabbed his coat and walked toward the door.
At the doorway, he looked back at me.
"Next time I pass through, can I still come by?"
I looked into his eyes.
Expectation there, and carefulness.
"Yes," I said.
He smiled, that smile brighter than before.
"Good."
He pushed the door open and walked into the sunlight outside.
I stood in the flower shop, watching his figure disappear at the end of the street.
My phone suddenly rang.
I picked it up—Sophie.
I answered.
"Olivia!"
Her voice burst through the receiver, still the same as five years ago, loud and dramatic, with that pleading lilt.
"Sophie."
"Dear sister, I have good news. I'm getting married!"
I froze.
"What?"
"I'm getting married! He proposed last week, and I said yes! Olivia, my sister, I want you to come back and witness my wedding."
Come back.
Those words were like a stone dropped into the well in my heart that had been still for five years.
"Sophie..."
"I know, I know you don't want to come back." Her voice dropped. "But Olivia, this is my wedding. If you're not there, I'll be so sad and disappointed. Please!"
I gripped the phone, said nothing.
"Olivia, please." A hint of tears entered her voice. "Five years. I haven't seen you in five years. I miss you."
My eyes suddenly stung.