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“So, the question is, did you do it to maintain the control?”Jamie asked.“Or more to test my limits?”

I leaned forward, kept my voice low.“If you’re asking whether or not I like the idea of you bein’ naked beneath that very sexy dress, then yes, I definitely do.However, I gave the instruction to see if you’d follow it or not.”

“Did you think I wouldn’t?”

“I don’t make assumptions one way or another.I merely instruct as the situation permits and allow it to progress from there.”

“How did you become a Dominant?”

“I’d say it came naturally.”

“Was it recreational for you?”She tilted her head.“One of the papers I’ve read concluded that BDSM was deemed mostly recreational leisure as opposed to the expression of psychopathological processes.”

I considered that for a moment.“I guess itwasrecreational.Back in the very beginning.”I smirked.“I won’t deny that sex has always been appealing to me.At least since puberty, anyway.And sure, I went into it thinking mostly with my dick.”

“But that can be attributed to young adulthood,” she said with a smile.“As well as your lack of experience at the time.”

“True.I was pretty cocky back then, thinkin’ I knew everything.”I set my wineglass down.“Didn’t take long before a Dom took me aside and gave me a piece of his mind, informed me I had no clue what I was doin’ and until I figured it out, I had no business portrayin’ myself as a Dom.”

“Was he right?”

“Absolutely.”

Her eyes widened as though she hadn’t expected that response.“Did you stop?”

“No.I’d already had a small taste, and the craving had built from there.I did, however, decide it was important to understand the lifestyle.Took some time and a lot of training, but I eventually felt as though I’d come into my own, finally found myself.”

Jamie nodded.“Being an alpha male and being a Dominant are two different things.”

“Correct.One’s a personality trait, the other a lifestyle.”

Her smile was brilliant.“Exactly.And you’re interested in living the lifestyle full-time?”

I picked up my glass again, swirled the liquid.“Not necessarily.I do admire the structure.”

“Are you looking for a serious relationship?”She shrugged one shoulder.“You know, for a full-time … pet?”

I raised my eyebrows, encouraging her to elaborate.

“Of course you’ll put me on the spot,” she said with a soft giggle.“You know Landon and Langston Moore, I presume.”

“I do.”

“They have Luci.”

I found it interesting how she saidhaveand notarewith.“They do.”

“And she’s their pet.”

“Is she?”I wanted to understand her observation on the subject.

“Technically, I guess she’s their submissive.But she’s called herself their pet.By choice, of course.And it’s a unique dynamic.”Jamie leaned back as the waiter delivered the dessert course.“But so is the one between Justin, Ben, and Addison.”

“Those are very different situations,” I pointed out.

“Yes.Landon and Langston are brothers, and they share Luci between them.”

“Okay.”