Page 19 of Loyal
“Are you going to kiss me good night?” I ask.
He shakes his head. “I don’t know if one kiss would be enough.”
It wouldn’t be. Not for me.
So I step back and open my door.
“Good night, Matt,” I whisper.
“Good night, Sami.”
The door shuts, and I lean against it.
That was intense. Unlike anything I have experienced. It’s like I suffered through hell for sixteen years and God finally said here is a man who will treat you right.
Ugh, if only he hadn’t left.
I take two steps away from the door when I hear a knock.
I go back to it, opening it slowly.
“Fuck it. I can’t wait.”
Loyal pushes his way into my house, slamming the door behind him. Then his hands are on me.
He’s kissing me, touching me, loving me.
It feels surreal.
Sex with Loyal is always amazing, but tonight feels different. It’s like because we had the talk, my emotions are heightened. Every touch feels more sensitive. As if I am feeling it in a whole new way.
“I know I am supposed to be showing you how I can be as your boyfriend, but I’ve missed you this week. I need you,” he says against my lips.
“I didn’t ask for celibacy. I need you too. Please.” The last word comes out as a whine.
He doesn’t hesitate. He undresses me right there in the front hall. Then he presses me against the wall as he undoes his ownpants. I hear the rip of the condom wrapper and then his fingers are pressing inside of me.
“So wet for me. Fuck, I’m not going to last with your body so willing and ready for me,” he hisses.
“Matt, please.”
That snaps something inside of him. He picks me up, positioning himself at my entrance. Then he pulls me down as he thrusts up. My eyes roll into the back of my head at the sensation. I feel so full. So good. I never knew getting fucked against a wall could feel this way.
“Look at me,Mami.”
My eyes snap open as I stare into his gorgeous green eyes. How could I have ever even thought I would be able to leave this man?
“That’s it. Be here with me in this moment. Watch me fuck you,” he whispers.
Slowly, he begins to thrust into me, our eyes locked. It’s intense. It’s emotional. I feel like I can see into his soul. I feel like he had already snatched my soul. We are one in this moment.
“Matty.”
The name slips out unbidden, but he doesn’t seem to mind. If anything, he picks up his pace, fucking me harder against the wall.
“That’s it, Sami. Use your body to tell me how you feel about me. Show me what I do to you.”
The first orgasm hits me out of nowhere. One second I am staring into his eyes. The next, my head is thrown back as I yell out his name.
