Page 103 of Loyal
“How are we going to do that?” I ask.
“You are going to tell me what you want. Where you want it. How you want it. This is all up to you.”
I shiver at his words. He’s willing to give me full control.
“So if I were to tell you to bend over the couch so I could play with your ass the way you play with mine?” I test.
He considers my words before nodding. “Yeah. I’d be down. Be gentle with me, though.”
I snort. “That’s not what I want.”
“I know. So tell me. What do you want?”
It’s a powerful feeling knowing I have this strong, young man willing to do whatever I say. I could make him eat my pussy for hours, and he would do so without a single objection.
“I want you in my bedroom naked on the bed,” I demand, eyes locked on his.
Slowly he starts heading down the hall backward, dropping clothing along the way. I follow him, my eyes taking in his every movement. Savoring how sexy he looks undressing one piece at a time. When he reaches my bedroom door, he kicks off his pants and boxers, leaving him completely nude before he heads over to the bed, climbing in before laying on his back.
I take in his athletic build. He looks like he was chiseled from stone. My eyes take in all of the tattoos on his body. The sameones I have grown to love over the past year. Then my eyes catch on a new piece. This one is still a little red.
“When did you get this?” I ask, looking at the intricate cougar on his hipbone.
“A few days ago.”
It’s so realistic you can almost see the strands of the fur. The closer I look, the more I realize it spells out something.
It spells outSami.
“Does that say my name?” I ask.
He looks up at me, eyes full of desire. “Yes. I plan to get one up here in script with your nickname,Mami.I want you painted all over my body.”
“Loyal, this is insane. That’s permanent. What if you decide in ten years you don’t want me?” I ask, panicking.
He leans up, grabbing my hand to pull me onto the bed with him.
“I will never not want you.Never.So get that out of your head. I am all in. I love you, Sami. I will always love you. The only way out of this for me is if you break up with me or I’m in a body bag. Honestly, even if you leave me, I might still end up in a body bag. I don’t say this to scare you. I’m saying it so you understand. You are my woman. I chose you and will continue to choose you. There is no ending this a few years from now. I’m in this for the long haul. The only question is, are you? You don’t need to answer that now, though. I don’t want you to. Not until everything with Billy is settled. Right now, all I need for you to do is use me like the boy toy your ex accuses me of being. Use my body for your pleasure. Show me what you want.”
I swallow hard. That’s a lot to take in at once. He’s right, though. I don’t want anyone else either. I want him for the rest of my life. I can’t answer him now, though. He doesn’t want me to. It’s enough for me to know how I feel. I’ll tell him when this is allover and he can believe I truly want him for no other reason than the man he is.
Moving away from him, I undress quickly. My cheeks heat as his eyes hungrily take me in. When I’m done, I climb on top of him, straddling his hips.
“I have a condom in my jeans,” he tells me.
I reach between us and grab his cock before sinking down onto him, making us both groan.
“I don’t want anything between us. I’m protected,” I tell him.
“Me too. I’m clean.”
I smile. “I know you are. You’d never risk me like that.”
His chest puffs out with pride at my words.
Yeah, I trust you, Loyal.
Slowly, I begin bouncing on his cock, loving how big he feels inside of me.
