“What?No.That was … amazing.Intense.It felt really good.Toogood.”
Her features screwed up in puzzlement.“Don’t you want to come in my mouth?”
The question stunned him.“Hell yeah, someday, but right now, I’d rather come inside you.”She’d been so damn tight when he’d taken her, and he thought she’d adjusted to his size.Maybe he’d lost himself when he’d been inside her and he’d hurt her without knowing it.He’d handled her a little forcefully, but between her nails digging into his ass and her pleas to move harder, faster, he’d been under the impression she’d enjoyed the rougher way he’d rutted.But what if it had been painful and she hadn’t let him know to slow it down or stop?
His heart dipped, and he pushed a wayward strand behind her ear.“Baby, did I hurt you earlier?”
She shook her head.“No.”
“Then I don’t understand.Did you not like it?Would you rather Ididn’tcome inside you?We don’t have to.”An emotion bordering on panic had overtaken him, and it showed in the choices he spouted at her.
“No, I liked it.A lot.”The last two words escaped her in a breathy rush, and he exhaled his relief.“But do you reallywantto?”
He bit back his first response, which was, “Abso-fucking-lutely.”He was ready to forego sleep for the rest of this vacation.Who needed it when he was in Lexi’s bed?Instead, his meager gentlemanly gene made him say, “Of course I do.”A strange intuition came over him, telling him she needed to hear more.“I love how we fit together.”Perfection.“I love how snug you are, how your muscles squeeze my cock when you’re close, and I fuckinglovefeeling you fall apart around me.”Pure heaven.“Whowouldn’twant that?”
She blinked, and understanding rocked him.Maybe she needed tohear more, but not with his unfiltered delivery.Completely off balance, he softened his voice.“I’m being too crude, aren’t I?”Why hadn’t he checked his words before putting them out there?His control seemed to be missing in action around this girl.“And you probably don’t like me calling you ‘baby.’”It wasn’t an endearment he used much, but something aboutherpulled it out of him.
Lexi had let him know how much she liked dirty talk while they’d been getting it on; maybe she wasn’t so fond of it during the afterglow, though.
She countered that notion with a shake of her head.“You’re not too crude, and I like you calling me ‘baby.’”She gave him a shy smile.
Another thought dawned, incredulous though it seemed.He hesitated a beat before asking, “Did your ex-fiancé not enjoy sex?”
Those big orbs looked at him with so many emotions swirling in their depths that he knew he’d tapped into something.The realization made his stomach clench.
She shrugged a littletoocasually.“He enjoyed it, but only oral.On him.We didn’t do much else.”
Fuck.Me.
“So he didn’t take care ofyouwhile you were taking care of him?”
“No.He said I didn’t, um, taste right or, um, smell good or feel …” Her meek voice nearly undid him.
Something unfamiliar and primal surged inside Josh.He wanted to find this guy and rip off his balls for making Lexi think she wasn’t desirable.How could any mannotwant to worship this woman?How was it even possible tonotwant to be inside her sweet body?
Puffing out a frustrated breath, he lay back and pulled her on top of his chest.Pushed her hair back and cradled her face in his hands as his gaze drilled into her big eyes.“Listen to me.You are one of the sexiest women I’ve ever met, and any man who doesn’t want to be inside you isn’t in his right mind.You taste so damn good I could lap you up all day and all night, but I’m afraid you’d think I’m a freak.As for how you smell, you’re like apricots and honey, and I love both.I would love to fall asleep with my nose between your legs, but then you’dreallythink I was a freak.”Her light chuckle warmed his chest.“As for being inside you, anything I try to compare it to would have me sounding like a poor imitation of some crazy-ass poet because I’d be talking about angels singing and heavens moving.”His thumbs caressed her cheeks.“And in case you’re wondering if these are worn old lines I spew out, they’re not.I’ve never said anything like this to anyone before.”Because no one has ever inspired me to eventhinknutso shit like this.You do funny things to me, Lexi.
A tear rimmed her lower lashes and spilled down her cheek.
Unadvisedly, he rattled on.“I want my tongueandmy fingersandmy dick buried inside your body.And if you want me to prove it to you, I’ll be glad to do that for the rest of this week.”He brushed away the tear.“My offer stands, baby.The beach is overrated.Here, in this bed, is the best damn place in the entire hotel.”
“Thank you,” she whispered.
“Don’t thankmefor beingyou.”He ran the tip of his finger along her nose.“And I promise you I loved the blow job, and if you want to take it all the way, I’m more than willing to oblige you.Your mouth feels incredible on me.But I never want you to feel obligated, and honestly, right now I’m getting more pleasure out of givingyoupleasure.I’m a selfish fucker like that.”
She gave him a smile that fisted his heart and caused bands to tighten around it.
A skeptical eyebrow lifted.“Are you serious about spending the rest of the week in bed?”
“God, yes, but it’s your call.”He rolled her onto her back again, caging her in, carrying his weight on his forearms so his skin ghosted over hers.“I want to lay you out and feast my eyes on you, Lexi.”He dropped his voice into a growl.“After I’ve looked my fill, I want to do all kinds of other things to you.”
Resting her hands on his shoulders, she drew her bottom lip between her perfect white teeth.“Like what?”she purred.
He glanced down between them, roaming over her exposed stomach and chest before leveling his gaze with hers once more.“I want to worship your gorgeous body.First with my mouth, then my hands, then my cock.Over and over and over.”
She let out a series of giggles.“Do we have enough condoms for these big plans of yours?”
“There’s always Walgreens delivery.”He waggled his eyebrows and was rewarded when her giggles blossomed into lusty laughter.