I'd obey, taking him deep, the taste of him filling my senses. He'd hold my head in place, his hips thrusting gently, fucking mymouth with a rhythm that made me ache between my legs. The act was crude, dirty, and utterly thrilling.
He had only one rule. He told me what to do, and I did it.
The forbiddenness of it was intoxicating.
His grip on my hair would tighten, his thrusts becoming more urgent. "That's it," he'd groan, his voice barely a growl. "Good girl, take it all." His praise would send a shiver down my spine, and I'd hollow my cheeks, sucking harder, eager to please him.
He'd come with a low groan, his body tensing, his cock pulsing in my mouth. I'd swallow, taking all of him, my body humming with the thrill of what we'd just done. As he'd withdraw, he'd help me to my feet, his eyes softening as he looked at me.
"You're incredible," he'd say, his thumb brushing gently against my cheek. And in that moment, I'd feel both deliciously dirty and utterly cherished.
Margie returns with my order, pulling me back to the present, the memory of Noah and our illicit encounter lingering like a sweet, forbidden ache.
The flush on my cheeks is unmistakable, but she says nothing, merely offering a small smile. I take a deep breath, steadying myself before reaching for my coffee. Those moments with Noah, his commands, and my submission were a hidden world of intimacy and exploration—a delicious secret that belonged only to us.
Those days were ours alone. The way his eyes would hold mine while we shared that single dessert, his thumb occasionally sweeping across my knuckles in a gesture that felt both protective and possessive. How he'd whisper things meant only for me, his voice dropping to that register that made my stomach flutter. The delicious anticipation of our private world, wherea simple touch under the table—his hand resting gently on my knee—felt thrillingly intimate in the public space.
I chose our booth by the window. Not because of the memories, but because it’s perfect for people-watching and note-taking. The bakery hums with morning activity—mothers with young children, retirees lingering over coffee, and teenagers grabbing breakfast before school. A slice of small-town life that feels both foreign and achingly familiar.
The bell jingles again. My gaze lifts automatically, then freezes.
Noah.
He fills the doorframe in his department uniform, sunlight gilding his dark hair with auburn highlights. The sight of him delivers the same jolt as yesterday, except now I can see him clearly in unforgiving daylight—the breadth of his shoulders tapering to a narrow waist, the strong column of his throat above the collar of his uniform shirt, the way the fabric stretches across his chest in a way that should be illegal before 9 AM.
His gaze finds mine immediately, as if he knew exactly where I'd be sitting. A half-smile curves his mouth.
"Morning, Chief," Margie calls from behind the counter. "The usual?"
"Please." He approaches my table with a confidence that makes my pulse skip. "Mind if I join you? Promise I won't get powdered sugar on your notes."
"Free country."
"So they tell me." He settles into the chair, managing to make the small café furniture look miniature in comparison to his frame. "How's the prodigal journalist's first morning back in town?"
"Surprisingly productive." I tap my notebook. "Everyone's eager to talk about Angel's Peak's transformation."
"Careful what you ask for around here. Some folks will talk your ear off, given half a chance."
Margie arrives with my cinnamon roll—obscenely large despite my request for the regular size—and Noah's order: a bear claw and black coffee. "Look at you two together again." She sighs happily. "Just like old times."
Noah's expression remains neutral, but I detect a tightening around his eyes. "Just catching up, Marge."
"Mmhmm." She winks at me before retreating to help another customer.
I stare at my massive cinnamon roll, mortified. "I swear I ordered the small."
Noah's mouth quirks up at the corner, but the smile doesn't reach his eyes. "Margie believes proper nutrition requires at least a thousand calories before noon," he says, nodding toward the cinnamon roll sitting in front of me. "Still have a sweet tooth, I see. Some things never change, do they?"
His gaze holds mine, the playfulness from a moment ago replaced with a cool intensity. "The last time I sat in this booth with you, you couldn't get enough of that sweetness. Or mine, for that matter." His voice is low and controlled, but there's an edge to it that sends a chill down my spine.
He leans back, his eyes never leaving mine. "In fact, the last time we were here, you were on your knees in the parking lot, eager to please me. Remember that? Remember how you took me in your mouth?"
I swallow hard, the memory of that day flooding back, the taste of him still vivid on my tongue. His words are crass and harsh, meant to sting, to remind me of what I left behind.
"And then you left," he continues, his voice like ice. "The next day, you were gone. No goodbye, no explanation. Just a note." His jaw clenches, the muscles in his cheek twitching slightly.
My anger rises, a heated flush crawling up my neck. "You're right," I snap, my voice low and tense. "I left. I had my reasons and shouldn't have to explain them to you. I couldn't breathe anymore. I needed space. I needed to find myself outside of your shadow."