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The hesitation is small. Almost nothing.

But it’s there.

Heat crawls up my throat, sharp and disorienting, because for a second—just a second—I see it. What it costs him to say that. To draw that line and hold it.

“Right.” My fingers tighten around my notebook before I force them to loosen. “Of course.”

When I look back up, it’s gone.

Whatever cracked open is sealed over, his expression reset to something neutral, controlled, distant.

He reaches for the door, holding it open, giving me space to pass.

“Let’s go.”

As I follow him out of the firehouse, an odd mix of apprehension and exhilaration coils low in my stomach,tightening with every step. The pull between us hasn’t faded. It’s still there, quiet and dangerous, threading through the space between us like it never left.

It would be so easy to slip back into it.

That same unspoken rhythm. The way he used to look at me, and I’d know what he wanted before he said a word. The way I used to lean into it without thinking, without questioning where it might lead.

My fingers tighten around my notebook as the memory presses in, sharper than I expect.

Because that’s exactly why I left.

Not because it wasn’t real. Not because it didn’t matter.

But because it did.

Because every step deeper felt like losing ground I didn’t know how to reclaim. Like I was handing over pieces of myself faster than I could understand what I was giving up. And the terrifying part wasn’t him. It was how much I wanted to give it to him.

I never figured out how to explain that. Not in a way that didn’t sound like an accusation or weakness, or something broken in me that I couldn’t name.

So I didn’t try.

I just… left.

And once I was gone, it became easier to stay gone than to face what I’d done. Easier to let silence stretch into years than risk seeing what I’d walked away from.

Now I’m here again, walking beside him like those years didn’t happen, like my body doesn’t still remember exactly how to fall into step with his.

The tour of downtown stretches ahead of us, but the real danger isn’t the story I came to write. It’s how quickly the past starts to feel like something I could step back into if I’m not careful.

Outside, the day has warmed considerably, bright sunshine belying yesterday's storms. Noah sets a leisurely pace as we walk, greeting nearly everyone we pass.

He points out changes—the old hardware store is now a thriving outdoor equipment shop, the defunct movie theater has been renovated into a performing arts space, and vacant lots have been transformed into pocket parks with native plantings.

"The turning point came after the resort corporation threatened to pull out," he explains, guiding me down a side street I don't remember. "They claimed Angel's Peak lacked 'authentic mountain charm' compared to competing destinations."

"Ouch."

"Truth hurts." He shrugs. "They weren't wrong. We'd gotten complacent, letting buildings deteriorate and businesses stagnate. The wake-up call was what we needed."

We emerge onto a charming plaza I definitely don't recognize. The old abandoned mill has been transformed into a marketplace filled with artisan shops and cafés. Water flows through a reconstructed millrace, turning a decorative wheel.

"This is incredible," I admit, already mentally drafting paragraphs for my article. "Who spearheaded the redesign?"

"My grandmother, actually. The grand Eleanor Morgan, historical preservation crusader and general force of nature."