I whimpered, closing my eyes shut at the intensity of his.
“Fuck,” he groaned, “You feel amazing, Kiara.Your tight walls clamping me.”He enveloped my mouth in a demanding kiss as he withdrew from me before pushing forward, sliding inside me with such force that he had to squeeze my hand when my entire body rocked on the bed.
“Open your eyes and look at me,” he ordered, slamming inside me once again with a punishing thrust.
Tears welled in my eyes as I watched his sharp face, my heart thudding loudly in my chest.I clung to him, clenching my velvety walls around him and cherishing how wonderful he felt inside me.Raw carnal hunger ignited within me.I moved my hips matching with his slow, deep rhythm.His husky, low groans encouraging me.
I cried out when he rolled his hips and bumped against the secretive g-spot inside me.Noticing my reaction, he repeated the same action again and again.I writhed underneath him, his hard body pressing down on me, watching me come undone as my body shuddered through bliss.
I was overly sensitive after coming twice in a span of a few moments, but Ethan wasn’t done with me.He kissed me, swallowed the moans of my orgasm, and leaned back to watch my heaving breath.His fingers massaged my soaking core while he was still inside me, throbbing.
“Ethan, please,” I shook my head.
“Come on, Bella,” he said, “Give me one more.I love watching you climax.”
“Come with me,” I pleaded when he pulled me closer, my legs locking around his strong waist.The pad of his thumb pressed on my sensitive clit as he began slowly moving in and out of me, his thrusts deeper and sharper than before, angling straight toward my spot he was well acquainted with.His mouth descended on my bare chest, latching on to the nipple while his other hand pinched and tweaked the other, eliciting soft groans from me.
My hands wrapped around his neck when he increased his rhythm, our moans and groans echoing in the room.His hand held onto the headboard as it repeatedly slammed against the wall.The air tinged with the heavy scent of our arousal, and I couldn’t get enough of him when I pressed my nose against the crook of his neck.
The built-up tension was too much, and I was overly sensitive as a cry left my lips, my body shivering with the need to let go.Ethan wrapped his hand around my throat, “Not yet, Kiara, hold it,” he ordered.
The sounds of our skins slapping against each other followed his command, and I quivered, my hand holding his arm as he continued to plow into me.I felt him then, releasing my throat to dig his fingers in my hips as he pushed himself to the brink and gave a small jerk.I let go at the same time he did, spilling his warm spurts of climax inside me.I squeezed my eyes shut to the white-fiery lust when we came together after chasing our own high.I was sure that I was lost in the bliss when I heard him let out a low groan, pulling himself out of me.
I peeked my eyes open, finding his predatory stare between my thighs.I shivered, wanting to shy away and cover-up at the way he looked at me.
Oh no.
The walls I had destroyed for him stood guarded when his eyes softened when they landed on me.He frowned when he saw the guarded expression on my face.The way he had been behaving for a while, I realized that he wanted more out of it.
My baby.
I shivered at the cold washing over my body.I couldn’t fall for him.
“What happened?”he asked when he placed two pillows underneath my legs.“Keep your legs elevated for a few minutes.”
Even though my resistance melted at his sweet actions, I couldn’t ignore the reality as I had done before.It would end up destroying me.Or worse, both of us.I couldn’t go through that again.
Shaking my head at his previous question, I covered my body with a blanket, “Nothing.I ...I am tired, that’s all.”
He frowned, “Are you okay, Bella?Do you want a massage?Why didn’t you tell me you were?—”
“Ethan,” I stopped him, “I am fine, just tired.”
He paused, turning around to give me a stunning view of his muscular back.I gazed at the way the slabs of muscles and prominent hard lines moved and tensed as he wore his boxers and pants.He looked at me, the air turning cold in the room as his gaze hardened.
“What do you want, Kiara?”he asked, his voice hard and devoid of any emotion.
“I want a baby.”I lied, my voice betraying my emotions.
He nodded to himself, “Right.I will see you tomorrow.”
With that sharp tone, he left, slamming the door shut behind him.I shivered and hugged the blanket.Somehow, I knew that even though we had talked about this earlier, tonight had changed everything between us.Even the deal of having his baby.With tears welling in my eyes, I fell asleep with his scent overpowering me.
14.I PUNISHED HER
ETHAN
Walking out of Kiara’s room while she hid under the covers must be one of the hardest things I had ever done.I had known something was off when she stared at me with her golden wide eyes.She was pulling away and I could see that.But hearing what she wanted from me gave me a cold shower of reality that we were doing this for a baby.Herbaby.All I was meant to do was put a baby inside her and move on.