Page 53 of Forbidden Dreams
I thrust from underneath her, needing to go with her. When my body finally gave in to the pleasure, I groaned. There was nothing better than Aspen in my bed.
She fell to my chest, and I let her lay there, caressing her back and playing with the strands of her hair. It wasn't lost on me that this was way more than a hookup. We were spending a lot of time together, and I still had more I wanted to do with her. I hadn't gotten to taste her yet or to put her on her knees and fuck her from behind.
I was scared of how things would change. Would we be able to keep this from her brothers? Or would they know with one glance what we were doing?
My heart picked up at the thought.
"I can't move," she said.
"You don't have to. Not now." I'd let her sleep. Then I'd tell her we couldn't do this again. Just one night together. That's all we had.
In the middle of the night, I woke to her mouth on my cock. I was already hard and pulsing under her tongue. I couldn't believe that this was happening right now.
Every other time we were together, I wanted to run away as soon as possible. Probably because I sensed on some level that getting involved with her was dangerous, not only for my personal and business ties but also my heart.
That wasn't something I'd ever thought about before. In fact, when Tess mentioned that I was closed off, I wondered if that was just how I was. A product of my upbringing. A way to protect myself from getting hurt in the future.
Now I knew I wasn't always closed off. That the right person could penetrate my walls.
I shouldn't have let Aspen stay the night. But it felt so good; it was hard to have any regrets. We were creating memories I'd have forever.
Her head bobbed on my cock, alternating between licking the underside and sucking me deep into her mouth.
"I'm not going to last," I ground out.
She hummed around my cock, sucking harder, and that was all it took for the orgasm to overtake me. It came on so strong; I wasn't able to warn her.
She pulled off my dick with a satisfied smile on her face.
I reached for her, lifting her to sit on my face.
She squeaked from her position, her hands on the headboard, looking down at me. I gripped her thighs. "I need you to come closer."
She chewed her lip. "Are you sure about this?"
"You've never—never mind. Don't answer that." I was strangely satisfied that no man had ever done this with her before. "I'll make it good for you."
With a sigh, she shifted her weight so that her pussy hovered over my mouth, and her thighs pressed against my ears. Her skin was soft, and her scent drove me wild.
I licked her. "You taste so good."
She relaxed so that she sank farther over me. I licked and sucked, nipping here and there to heighten the sensation. Then I reached up to cup her breasts. In no time, she was writhing over my face, her initial inhibitions gone.
I gripped her thigh, ensuring she didn't move out of reach. When I added a finger, she cried out, trembling around me.
I licked her through her orgasm. "You're beautiful when you come."
She laughed softly as she moved off me.
I reached up to cup her face. "You. Are. Beautiful."
Her face softened, and she leaned her cheek into my palm. "You make me feel that way."
My heart clenched. This was more serious than I intended to get with her. I let go of her cheek, running my hand through my hair. It had to be the late hour. It made me feel like we were in our own world.
But we weren't. I couldn't forget who she was, off-limits. I wasn't a guy she would go for if she was thinking clearly. She deserved someone who came from a better family than me, who wasn't emotionally stunted. Who could give her everything she wanted.
Her brothers had given me a chance with the business, and this was how I repaid them? I kind of hated myself in that moment. But it wasn't enough for me not to reach for her. "I want you close."
