But her ankle has stopped pulling away.
That’s the tell.
She’s not retreating. She’s waiting.
I keep the pressure exactly where it is, not giving her anything to push against. Just hold the question open and let it sit between us until she decides what to do with it.
Her foot shifts in my lap. Half an inch. Maybe less.
She doesn’t look at me when it happens. Her gaze stays on the frozen screen like that’s the most interesting thing in the room. But her foot is warm against my thigh; it moved without her permission and we both know it.
I shift my thumb to the inside of her ankle. “Liz.”
She closes her eyes. Just for a second. Just long enough to give it away.
Her throat works through a swallow, her gaze moving to my hands, then climbing back up. Silence stretches, growing loud.
Then she yanks her feet back—fast, controlled—folding herself tight as if she can rewind the last minute. This time, I let her.
“Unpause,” she says, clipped.
I hold her gaze a beat longer than she likes.
Then I hit play.
The scene continues.
Liz stares straight ahead, perfect posture, perfect stillness, as if her body isn’t reacting.
My hands rest on my thighs now, empty.
Thirty seconds pass. Maybe a minute. Then she stands so abruptly the cushion springs back.
“I’m—” She clears her throat. “I’m going to bed. Thank you for dinner.”
No eye contact, no joke, no softness. She walks away fast, bare feet quiet on the floor, disappearing down the hall.
Her door clicks shut. The TV keeps playing.
I sit through one breath, then another. Finally, I mute it. I pick upMeditationsagain, thumb wedging into the spine the way I’ve done a hundred times.
I stare at the page. I don’t see a word.
My hand tightens.
The book hits the table hard enough that the lampshade trembles.
I sit back, palms flat on my thighs, breathing slow. Her door stays closed. Down the hall: silence. The sound of her not coming back.
I keep seeing her ankle go still.
I’ve gone twelve rounds with better odds than this.
15
CORNERED (LIZ)
The ferry docks with a metallic groan, and the crowd surges forward.